Not Just A Step Siblings -SUGA [COMPLETED]

IX. stay by my side

I walk from the start to the end of the bridge. I look around, and my sight just stop when I found a boy was standing at the corner of the bridge. And I walk towards him.

"yoongi-ya!!!"
He turn around and facing me with his beaten face. I running towards him, as I saw his face was really terrible.

"y/n..."

"wha...what happen to your face?"

I ask him, I worried that jackson maybe beat him, just because I broke up with him.

"ah... Its my dad..." he forced himself to smile at me, then he look at the ground.

"Is it wrong if I want to reach my dream? Does being a singer is a big mistake? Why did he hate me so much?"

"Don't say something like that. I know that he want you to become more successful than a singer. He is your dad, he can't be hating you"

I caress his cheek as I try to cheer him.

"Look, if you have a problem, then just share with me. I will always stay by your side" I said and I pat his head, and smile at him.

But then my smile just faded away when he grab my hand and looks straight to my eyes.
Why did he makes my heart flutter like this. It takes a minuter till he start to speak again

"y/n... Will you... Always stay by my side?" he ask

"I will." I smiled at him

"forever?" he ask again

Why its sounds like... A propose? I stay in a silent for a while.

"sorry for asking" he said as he look away

"I...I will" I said and his eyes just get widen, and look back at me.

He hug me tightly, and I hug him back. I'll try my best, I'll always be by your side, till the time will separate us.

***

"Today... I didn't see you around the school" he said as he broke the silent between us

"I... I just don't feeling well... Last night." I replied

"are you sick?" he ask again

I just shook my head

"what a relief..." he said and let a small sigh.

He walk me home, till we arrived infront of my apartment building.

"back to your house, you dad might be worried sick about you" I said and he just nod.

"I'll call you later, and lets meet up at the school tomorrow" he said and waving his hand. I just stand there watching his shadow, that slowly fade away.

***

'will you always stay by my side?'
'forever?'
Those words just keep replaying in my mind, make my face feel a bit hot.

Gosh, I tried to help somebody, I tried to comfort somebody, but I can't comfort my self. I can't help my self.

I want to make my friends comfortable with my existence. Even I know that they'll leave me. Someday...

'forever'
'stay by my side'
'will you ?'

Can I ?

"with time, everything will be forgotten"
"And so with you, that was really sad"