forgotten

chapter 9

I run out of school immediately and regret I didn't bring my car and it is raining so hardd I am already soaked

my head is pounding and I don't know what will happen

"Jane ...jane where are you going" I hear stephan shouting behind me

I didn't answer I don't even look at him I couldn't I have to go

I run without thinking and feel him following me I don't look back again but stop a taxi and get in before he could reach me

"Go go " I shout at the driver

just before stephan opens the door I get in

"where do you want to go miss ?" the driver asks

I don't know where I want to go I don't want to go to home but I dont have much of a choice I am so wet and I have to change

I tell the driver where I live and I am relieved when I don't see my mother 's car in the driveway

I didn't want to talk to anyone

memories of what happened an hour ago crashes in my mind .I look in the mirror and see some water on my cheeks but it wasn't from rain those were tears I don't remember crying but of course I should I practicality hurt harry and he cared for  me

gulit rushes through  me why did I do this why should I keep him a secret he doesn't deserve this I hurt him and I sure as hell need to grow up and apologize I am going to .the hell with stephan he can't control me and I enjoyed being with harry than being with him I will tell harry how I really feel about him

and I hope he is going to forgive me he has too he will I mean I will leave my supposed to be called friends

I am going to take a shower and head to his house I hope I still remember where he lives

"Harry's P.O.V"

I left the school I couldn't stand that she practically was embarrassed to be with me she didn't even like me the hell she didn't even cared for me

she was probably using me she wanted help with homeworkers and study maybe but for sure she didn't care for me cause if she did she wouldn't have done that keeping me a secret and pretending she doesn't even know me she hurt me and I was going to hurt her I thought she will be different I thought she was innocent with her long blonde hair and blue eyes that I fell for it ans her full pink lips she is just like any other girl but she used me and hurt me she will deserve it

I decide on not going home I decide to go back to school and meet the last person I would like to see

stephan

I am probably going crazy for that girl but I feel angry now at her and I won't let her get away with it

I lean on my car waiting to see his face and 30 minutes later I saw him laughing with his friends hasnt he even consider going after his girlfriend or see if she is fine

I don't know what I want actually from him but I am going to change I will I won't be that harry that people uses and don't give a shit about him

and stephan was sure as hell rhe person that could help me or maybe know some people who could and I will start with my look.

I am going to have a tattoo I don't care anymore