Complicated ? || BTS

XIV- Think

MJ POV

Wow there are so nice and honest they told me how they were as a trainee for many years and how hard they work but they said it pay's off by having and meeting new people (fans).

We just met but I think we're so close to each other now they said if I need help they would help me with it and just ask them.

Is this how it feels to be a fan like I just talk to bts and there are idols.

I wish I see my group mates now so I could talk to them and spend time with them.

One more thing they are crazy, loud, honest, and more.

time skip 2013-2017

Bts Debut with 2 Cool 4 Skool, O!RUL8, 2?, Skool Luv Affair, Dark & Wild, and LOVE YOURSELF HER and had more award, more fans, and more songs they are popular now and here I am still lonely and a trainee how come my group is not here yet.

I'm always alone not that alone because cameras and staff are with me I mean alone like no group mates. :C

but that's okay because Bts oppas are there and we hang out when they have free time and we meet EXO and Got 7 oppas wow seriously.

EXO was my friend since I meet them when I go to music bank, Inkigayo and more. and we even exchange number and they said that I'm free to go and visit them anytime. how nice of them inviting me.

I was fangirling inside but the outside I have to be normal. I wish I could faint here but I can't who wouldn't there handsome, nice, actually there like BTS but have different.

We even met IU or Jieun sunbaenim and she's pretty and nice. She was jungkook ideal girl but I think not just ideal girl I think he likes her.

I envy her because she is pretty, nice, and jungkook ideal girl, But she's still my friend of course.

(A/N: who wouldn't)

oh, I almost forgot there name there fandom A.R.M.Y (아미), which stands for Adorable Representative M.C for Youth. I was one of them of course

I was closed to bts jungkook I call him nicknames like jungkookie, jungkookah, jk, and kookie I actually call him a lot of nicknames.

he didn't mind the nicknames I called him, but if he's hyung called him those nicknames he doesn't like it except for jungkook ah, jk, and kook.

Guess what guys I'm still alone and I'm still trainee but I'm working for bts as there staff. BTS think that I'm just there staff and friend but I'm still trainee under big hit.

I still go to school actually me and jungkook are classmate and sit together.
There's a lot of things changed since then
Jung Hae Chul and would spent sometime when I'm free or when I'm bored we would watch and do the same thing we use to do.

Hae Chul and Hae Jin are still together and still that lovely dovey couple I use to know and they are still the crazy friends I know.

I have some fans and they watch the covers I made in big hit. And they even know that I'm one of bts makeup artist and a friend to them.

There was a scandal back then that I was a gold digger and a two-timer who is dating one of the bts and one of exo the members. But Bts and Exo made an announcement about that and cleared it. And they all agree to it.

Oh, I even met jihyun he was just like his old brother jimin oppa.

Back to the story

YAHHH!!! stop they dreaming were leaving you jk yelled

I just remember I'm at work and it's time to go home. Wait for me I said as I took all my stuff and bid my goodbye on the other staff.

what were you doing there? or thinking? jk ask

HUH nothing I'm just tired...really tired I said and muttered the last word as I look at him.

Ting! the elevator opens it was only the two of us there the other are in the parking lot waiting for us.

jungkook let me in first and then him what a gentleman but he's sometimes scared of girls or is it just me who thinks that.

Aigoo time fly so fast and I'm getting tired being a staff at the morning and being a trainee at night.

Bang PD and I have talked about thing actually I'm the one who told him that I can do both at the same time and don't worry he said that I can rest when I want to.

I have something in my mind but I don't know if I'm sure about it...
Every time jungkook is close to me like really close my heart skips a beat and sometimes I forgot to breathe it feels weird, but I didn't show him that I was. And sometimes when I see him with the other staff in the company laughing and whatever you call it, I feel jealous and mad

And Sometimes oppa is how do I say this he's sweet, gentleman, nice, and more. I don't know he acts different or is it just me who thinks that my poor mind and heart is confused about those two. Can someone help me, wait no nevermind I'll think about it my self.