The bell rang for us to get to class a huge rush of anxiety flowed through my body. I hated the thought of being stuck in a small room with 27 other people. What made it worst was knowing that they all thought I was messed up and they knew a little bit too much about me for comfort.
I walked to class trying to be unnoticed but someone decided to through me to the ground. I got up and tried to ignore it I was used to this type of treatment by now so I continued my way back to class trying not to break. Once I was in the class I put my hoodie on my head and rested my head down on the table.
About 20 minutes into the lesson the teacher called my name I looked up the teachers know I don't like to talk in front of people so the teacher walked up to me and passed me a note that read -Tyler Robert Joseph must report to the office ASAP.
I started to pack my stuff and I walked out of the class relived that I was done with class once I got the office they directed me to a senior his name was Josh. He had a great jaw line and adorable red hair. So I started walking up to Josh who was one of the types of seniors that actually helped others not hurt them. My heart is pounding with fear of what he could say.
"Tyler, right?" he asked offering a handshake and a smile "y-yea" I Studer I grab his hand nervously and shake it. "I'm really sorry about what I've been sent to tell you but your mother was in a very terrible car accident and has passed away".
My heart drops in disbelief "A-are you serious?" I say starting to tear up "I am afraid so Tyler" he replies I couldn't hold in my emotions any longer I start balling my eyes out. Josh took my hand and took me outside of the office to save my embarrassment of crying and pulled me into a hug. I'm shocked that he is touching me considering everyone else hated me.
"What am I meant to do!? where do I go?" I look up at Josh tears in my eyes "I'm not sure Tyler" just at that moment one of my blades slipped out of my jumper. I try and hide it with my foot but Josh had already noticed he bent down and lifted my foot up and took the blade. Now my heart was really pounding "what were you planning on doing with this he raised an eyebrow.
"I-I-I noth-nothing" I somehow manage to talk while in shock of what was happening. "wait here" Josh walked into the office and not long after came out and he told me he had signed me out of school he is a senior so he has the ability to sign me out but he wasn't going to let me be alone after seeing the blade.
"you're staying with me tonight I don't want you to do anything stupid," he told me I just nod and follow him out to his car. We sat in his car and on the way his house and spoke about my mum and my connection with her I explained that she did abuse me for being LGBT+ but she didn't kick me out so it was the best I would get.
He was super understanding and he made me feel safe. we got to his place we really just spent the night talking about life, family and our interests. we both found out that we liked the same music so Josh took me to his recording room so we could mess around this was the start of something great.
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I was getting ready to leave Josh's place to go back to the old place that I and my mother lived in we still legally owned it so i was still able to live there for a while. "thank you so much Josh"I say with a fake smile on my face "anytime" he gave me a hug bye and I walked back to my place it was only 3 blocks away.
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Hey guys sorry, it was short but I'm bored so right after this one imma made another hope you're enjoying it so far. Also huge shout out to my friend Tylerrdunnn she helped so much to create this story make sure you follow her. Stay alive frens!! |-/
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I can't live without you| Joshler
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