MATT'S POV
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It hurt me inside, it truly did. When I opened the door and saw Sky in that beautiful dress that showed off her wonderful features. It reminded me of the date that we went on, where I got drunk and she refused to drink.
It reminded me of us, what we were, what we are, and what we could have become.
It reminded me of all the things we went through together.
The pain, the sorrow, the loss, the guilt, then the love. Oh the wonderful love. The smile that she would give when we saw eachother, the warm feeling that I had never felt towards Daisy when we kissed.
When she literally pushed me from my death, and I saved her from death inside.
Did none of this matter?
Before I knew it I was curled up on the floor crying. Never in my life do I remember crying this hard for a girl. She messes up my head, she makes me feel something that I have never felt.
Warm tears started flooding down my face, making my vision blurry. I rested my chin in my hands and continued crying, remembering every little thing that happened between us. I sat there for a good 15 minutes before Sky came bursting into my house panting with her dress ripped and blood seaping from it.
"I-" She starts then passes out.
SKY'S POV *Right before the date*
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Being the gentlemen he is, Zavier opened the car door for me and I slipped into it gladly. I already knew that this was going to be an amazing night!
We walked inside the resturant hand in hand. As I sat down at a table with Zavier, I gave him a warm smile, which he returned. "What do you want to eat ma'm." A tall lady with an apron and fancy dress asks me. "Um, the, um, whatever is best I guess?" I say confused. "What is your special?" Zavier asks. She reads me the special, and Zavier and I both order that.
As we wait for our food, I decide to start conversation. "So, this is a nice place!" "Yeah, yeah it is." He smiles. "Listen Makenna, I need to ask you something." He says and starts messing with his clothes. "Yes?" I furrow my eyebrows.
"So you have brought so much joy to my life in the past couple of days, and we have shared so much with eachother, and I feel like I have known you a lifetime. Anyways, you bring out the best in me, and I don't want to loose you. Will you be my girlfriend?" He nervously asks.
I sit there and think for a second. I do have very strong feelings for Matt, but Zavier is such an amazing guy. I can't go out with Zavier if I still have such feelings for Matt.
With great hesitation, I answer. "No" I close my eyes, imagining the worse. "Listen, you are such an amazing guy, and I have to say you have made me forget about all the struggles that I have been going throug, but I just don't know. Don't be offended, I am just really insucure at the moment."
"Oh." He answeres, a tear forming in his eye."I'm so sorry!" I beg.
"It's fine" He smiles, fake.
The rest of the night was really awkard. We didn't say one word for the rest of the date, until we got into the car. "I'm so sorry" I say, holding back the tears. "Let's forget about it!" I suggest, "We can go to a bar and drink away our problems" I smile.
"Ok, that sounds good" Zavier smiles. We drive to the nearest bar and walk in. Zavier and I get a few shots, and by then, he was pretty waisted. It was my first time doing this, so I tried to keep myself sober. From the corner of my eye, I could see this man eyeing me. "Zavier, do you see that man staring at me?" I slurr. "Yes" he replies a little angry.
Zavier walks away to go to the bathroom, great, I am left alone. I sit in the chair and wait for Zavier when the man from earlier walks up to me. "Hey, how's it going." He asks. "I- I came here with someone." I reply. "Well were is he?" He asks. "He just went to the restroom." I say uncomfertably. "So he left you?" He raises and eyebrow at me.
"No, he will be back." I state. "Do you see him anywhere?" He asks. "No-" I start, and before I could finish his lips were crashed against mine. I sit there in shock for a second then pull away. He smiles at me, followed by a wink. "WHA-" I start and am once again cut off.
"WHAT THE CRAP ARE YOU DOING?" Zavier shouts. "I- he kissed me." I mumbled. "NO, I have been rejected TOO MANY times. I am not going to put up with this anymore. MY WHOLE LIFE I HAVE BEEN LIED TO AND I THOUGHT YOU CHANGED THAT BUT APPARENTLY NOT!" He yells. I knew he was hurt, because he was fragile and I knew that.
"I'm sorry" I wisper. "NO!" He shouts grabbing at my dress. "GET OFF HER MAN!" The man who kissed me yells. "DON'T YOU GO AROUND TELLING ME WHAT TO DO TOO!" Zavier replies. Before I knew it, the other man had punched Zavier, with blood all over his knuckles.
I gasp and watch as they start a fight. Both of them are bleeding. I throw myslef at them, trying to stop them but am punched in the face, knocking me over. My head hits the table and I feel blood start to seep from my head. I get back up, with my vision now blurry.
I run back over to them and once again try to stop them. "GET AWAY!" Zavier shouts grabbing me. His fist collides with my face a few times and then he throws me towards the wall. I hit the wall, hearing a loud crack coming from my back.
By this time, I was all bloody and my new dress was ruined. "great" I mumble and attempt to stand up. I fall back to the floor, my head spinning. I look up from my lap and see Zavier storming towards me. "Come with me missy" He shouts. "NO!" I say pulling away. He slaps me across the face and let him take my hand.
He was obviously drunk.
Just before we get in the car, I see the police and decide to come up with a plan. I yank away from his tight grasp and start running, hearing him shout behind me. He chases me, but I outrun him. I run towards the police, but they don't see me and drive away.
With Zavier right behind me, I turn around and let him approach me. As soon as he comes close enough to me, I knee him in the bad spot then punch him in the face. With him on the ground, I run away, trying to find somewhere to go when I remember Matt's place was just right down the street.
I limp, still hurting BADLY! I curse a few times and finally reach his door. I don't even knock. I barge into his house and see him on the floor crying. "I-" I start then everything goes black.
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This chapter is dedicated to suicide_ for guessing what happened. Haha! I am a Mini Moffat!!
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