Since it happens, everybody calls me war freak until Kristen confess about what happened to her life
" Bella, i know what you feel, did you know i also feeled that " says by Kristen
" You did " i said
" Yup it happenes when i was on the middle school and i met a boy named Harold and i fall in love to him also and i have just felt frostrated when Harold has another girl and he gets me pregnant but your so lucky that your not a single mom because you will questioned yourself someday " why i was so happy when the day that Harold and i had an affair " and lucky you that you and Jacob didn't had an affair "
Since Kristen told me that, i was also questioning myself can i forgive Jacob on what he did ? Can i accept him again? many times i questioned myself Did Jacob still love me? DId i love him too?
Since then i never ever friend him, follow him on Facebook and Twitter because i was so mad but sometime i never realize that i had a heart of rock because i ever never forgive someone who had mistakes doned to me and i never ever give them second chance and i also questioned myself why God let this happen, did God never loved me anymore so that day, i always pray to God to guide me and clean my heart and forgive everybody for what they doned to me
