just let it be.

3.

Well, I'm here again. There's a lot of things I want to say to you. But I can't.

I want to tell you that you're the first thing on my mind when I wake up. You're also the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.

I want to tell you that I miss your smile and the brightness in your eyes.

I want to tell you that even when I left you I still love you.

I want to tell you that I want you back. I want you to hold me tight. I want you to kiss me. I want you to tell me that you love me.

But I know it's not right.

And that's killing me.