Blazing With Love❤️

going forever pt.2

10 months later...

It is the day of our wedding. I'm so excited.

But I won't be for long...

I got on my dress my bridesmaids was my new best friends, Arianna, Courtney, Ava, and Sav. Only Ava knows I harm. But she does care. She worries about me. I tell her I'm fine.

My mom wasn't in the state. So she didn't see the wedding. My dad was gone, so I used Lucas' dad to walk me down the isle.

Dun bum bum bum dun...

Everybody stands up. I see Lucas smiling at me. I smile back. I didn't know this will be all over soon.

20 minutes later...

"Ava... Do you take Lucas to be your husband?"

"I do..."

"Now... Lucas do you take Ava to be your wife?"

"I do"

"You may now... kiss the bride..."

We kissed. It felt like sparks all over again..

20 months later...

I decided this was the day. This is because Lucas was out drinking all 24/7. He was so rude to me. I decided to take a bath before I go. I got out a razor blade. I went into the bath tub I put in a black bath bomb, and put it in and then I got in. I cut my legs open. I cried. While doing this. I was suffering. I wanted to leave this world. So I did it. I cut my arms pressing in with the tip, blood pouring out into the bath. (If you know what show this is on you know me so welllll). The tub was over flowing. I still was crying and whimpering. It hurt so bad. But felt so good. I didn't even tell him... I was pregnant. With his child. So... I'm basically dying with his child... So sad? Right? But it felt so good to just say goodbye.

Lucas POV

I know I was acting so bad to Ava so I decided to take her out for dinner.

"HELLOOO?!?" I said yelling

Nobody is home. I went into me and Ava's bed room and went into the bathroom and I cannot believe what I saw...

a/n: is it hard to believe that it's gonna be over soon when I said it is not? Well. It is. I'm sorry for ending it's just school...