Because Of Bubble Tea

Chapter 18 (done)

School has ended and now its time to do the project that has been delayed because of the kiss. The awkward kiss.

Stop thinking about that kiss Soojung!

I packed all my things and wanted to go out from the class and go to the library. Sulli greeted me.

"Yah, where are you going? Library?"

"Yes"

"Arent you suppossed to go with your beloved partner?" Vic interrupted. She never stopped teasing me. Teasing me is apart of her life I guess. But I'm used to it.

"Let him be" I said coldly and walk out of the class.

"But why?" I hear Sulli asked me but I ignored it and leave.

Mianhae guys but I'm really not in the mood. I hate when he acted normal. Like nothing has happened. What am I? A toy? That he can play with? I'm a person. I have feelings too Sehun! Bastard! How can you kiss me just like that and say that you're sorry?! Is this why you dont have any girlfriends before? You just wanted to play with their feelings?!

I stop walking. In the middle of the hallway. I wanna cry but I can't.

"Yah! Lets go to the library together!" Someone pulled my hand and I can see it is Sehun from the back. We are holding hands and almost all students around look at us. I can hear noises but I really didnt want to care.

I'll kill you if I could bastard!

We have reached the library. Our hands are still holding on to each other.

"Let go my hand." I tried pulling my hand off. He hold it tight. So tight.

"Why?"

"I dont want my boyfriend to see this!" I shout at him and pulling my hand off him.

"Ne." He replied. I felt a bit guilty now.

Why did he changed his face and voice out of sudden? Sorry Sehun. I didnt have a boyfriend actually. Mian.

I let that go out from my mind. I have to focus on this project since it has been delayed. We have to sumbit this project by next week. There's only 40% of my part left. We work out the project with silence. Its almost 9pm. No more students at the library. Just us.

"Please forget about that kiss. I-" He broke the silence but I cut him out. I didnt want to talk about that kiss. Ever again.

"Okay."

"Mianhae. But why are you being cold to me? You didnt talk to me. I'm the one who starts the conversation. I'm the one who-"

"And you are the one who make it worst. You should blame yourself." I cut him out.

So he wanted to say that I'm the one who make it worst? I am the one who should apologize? My ass.

"Mianhaesseo. Let's just go back to the old us."

"Old us?! What the hell is 'old us' are you talking about? Its just that you and me are just friends. Not more than that. You are the one who turned the friends into something that I hate. I hate it so much. You acted normal like there was nothing happened between us. Like that kiss was never happened. And now you wanted the old us? Get back to the reality Sehun. After the project over, I wish I have nothing to do with you." I stopped. I just realized that I almost shout to Sehun.

"Now lets do this project by ourselves. Give me your part by next Thursday. I'm not in the mood to rearrange the books. I'll do it tomorrow morning. I wanted to go home." I packed my things. I admit that my eyes are teary. I hope Sehun didnt realized it. I wanted to walk and leave Sehun alone but he stop me.

"I'm not going to let a girl go home by herself at night. I'll send you home."

Oh now he acts like a gentleman?

"Okay."

As usual, its all silent. Neither me or him arent going to break the silence. Well, I'm not interested to have a conversation with him so I'll just keep quiet.

"Here we are." He get out from his car. Me neither. I stand in front of him.

"Goodnight Soojungie" I stared at Sehun coldly.

"Kamsahamnida. Annyeong." I entered my house quickly.

After what I have done to him, he still wanted to send me home. I almost shout at him. I almost end our friendship. He still wanted to send me home. This is not the first time he send me home. Uncountable. But why did I replied to him? I shouted at him just because he wanted the old friendship back. He just asked me to forget about the kiss. I'm the one who actually turned the friendship into this mess. It was messed up. Mianhae Sehun. Its just a kiss. But why do I have to be mad him? There is nothing to be mad about. Or maybe is it that I'm in love with him? I should not. What if you've been cheated for the second time? No! I have to avoid Sehun for a while. I have to decide my feelings.