insta-worthy | Zach Herron fanfic [completed]

59. Surrender

WARNING: don't attempt suicide or don't self abuse. Y'all are beautiful just the way you are.

@briannarosee okay I surrender. I give up. You win. I just want to leave earth. I want to leave my life. You were right, no one will ever love me. I should just kill myself. So imma right paragraphs for the ones I love.
Dear France
I love you so much. I love all of our hair goals and our best moments. I love the way you cared about my little problems. You're like a big sis to me, even tho you were born a couple days before me but whatever. I love who you are, and I hope you have an amazing life. I hope you have a good future with Daniel. Love you more than I have ever said.

Dear Victoria,
You are and will always be my best friend. I have no idea what I would do without you. I really hope you and Jonah work out because I ship. #Joria !!😂 but I hope your life gives you well. I will miss you so much. I loved our laughs and cries but you will be my best frannn

Dear Lexi,

Thanks for letting me wake you up in the morning. Or when you let me have ice cream at 1 in the mornings because of some stupid middle school boyfriend stuff. Have fun in college and dance your heart out for me. I love you so much. Have fun with Jack, but don't have too much fun (if u know what I mean😏) You are like the little sister always using sweets for something. And love how you are always a kid at heart and don't even deny it cuz it's true! Xoxo

Dear Tessa,

Don't even know where to start, I love your smile and everything about you. You are also the number one best friend. You always take care of me. But remember the time in 3rd grade when I would always fall to the floor when the teacher faced away? That's a good one. Now imma speak the rest in French☺️
Je t'aime tellement ❤️ xoxo

Dear Zach,
Did you actually ever love me? Or was it a joke? I don't know why you would do this to me. I thought you knew I was hurt? Did you just want to hurt me more and break me apart? Cause it feels like it. I actually showed you my love, I gave you love. I cared for you. Did you ever care for me? Probs not. So this is all because of you. I'm sorry. I love you.❤️

Dear Hayes,
You are like my best friend. I don't know what I would do without you. We took long walks on the beach just talking about life. I knew we had it going for us. I didn't want our friendship and relationship to end like this but it's gonna have to. I know you don't care what others think, but I do and I'm hurt so I'm very sensitive with this whole thing called life. I'm not very fond of life but that's why you are here to hear all my rants. Sorry for putting a lot on you. But you said it helped you because you wanted to know why I was hurt. But now you know. I love you so much Hayes. Please don't forget about me.

Dear Sedonia.

Tbh I miss all of the old times. I miss the times that we use to get in trouble, get kicked out of stores, did 24hr challenges. I miss that. Idk why you hate me so much. But just to let you know, I don't hate you. I miss you and love you. I know you're hurt that why I'm saying nice things. I hope life is good for you. I will miss you so much Sedonia.❤️

Dear life, world, etc

Don't miss me too much. But I will be bowling with the angels in a thunderstorm, I will get home runs in baseball with the angels during a nice storm. I will talk to god to give everyone a good life. I will talk to Mother Nature into giving us good weather. But by the time you read this, I will be already up the stairs to heaven to hang out with my passed dogs that I miss, my grandma and grandpa. I will get to see them again. But I can't wait for you all to join me when the time comes. Hopefully you go up with me. I will definitely miss everyone.

Dear fans

You were my biggest supporters in everything I do. Keep supporting me even when I'm dead. I will still be there with you, for every single picture, video, edit that you post. Love y'all.
Stay strong. 💪🏻❤️

Xoxo
-Brianna Rose Bentley

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Well, this chapter was deep. Hope you liked it though❤️ thx loves love yalls
Xoxo
-erica🤓