The Voices

Black

Black. All I see is black. Not a dream just black. I'm aware of this when I wake up, but just not when I'm asleep.          The only dreams I have are when the episodes happen when I'm sleeping. I have very vivid dreams when it happens. These so called "episodes" are hard to explain, it's like a whole new feeling. It's like the moment you realize your life is about to end and your not ready, you don't want to die, but it is indubitably certain that you will at that moment. It feels like drowning in your own blood. That was one of the dreams, they screamed and screamed and had so much hate but yet so much sadness, and I could feel them all. It's like going to hell for a couple of minutes, and I haven't even gotten to the voices, man, why the voices. I hear things that aren't there, most of the time I have conversations with them, sometimes it's a percing noise so loud it drops me to my knees. Then there's the weird head aches, it just feels like some one reaches into your brain and stabs it for a couple seconds and then your fine for a few minutes, then it happens again. Well thats the most about me, I guess I'll finish and wake, up from this black screen, oh and I forgot to mention, Tim Galler is the name.