Transformers oneshots (reader inserts)

Knockout (Prime)

Knockout x Self-harming!Human!reader

Unfamiliar

Warnings: Self-harm, gore

(A/N: I know transformers probably know a bit about depression but idk if they'd ever actually experience it. Either way, in this story lets just pretend they don't have much knowledge about it in general.)

Question of the chapter: What series of transformers do you prefer? (Like, do you like the movies better or prime, or G1? Or any others if there are any) (My answer- I prefer Prime over any of them. I used to think Prime was dumb and refused to watch it, and thought that the movies were way better. But now that I've watched prime, I love it so much.)

You lazily made your way down the halls of the nemesis, your mind mostly blank. You'd been with the decepticon's for quite a while now, and though you loved being here, nothing had helped your emotional state that much. Ah, yes, depression. One of the huge cons of being yourself.

Back when you were staying full time on earth, you'd been worse off than this, though. You'd barely move, leave your room, or even eat. You'd thought that when you'd 'moved in' with the decepticon's (More like been kidnapped) you'd finally start to feel better, since you got along with most of the bots here. However, though you'd gotten a bit better, you still hadn't been able to stop yourself from self-harming every so often. Sometimes, you weren't even depressed or upset when you'd do it; you just did it out of habit. Fortunately, the nemesis was usually quite cold, so you had a reason to wear long-sleeve almost all the time. Not that any of the decepticon's would ask, but you'd rather not take that chance.

While you were a bit happier on the nemesis than you were at your house, there were still days where you felt awful.

Today, unfortunately, was one of those days, and you couldn't bring yourself to do much at all. Your mood was so awful you barely had the energy to walk, but the decepticon medic had requested your presence. You would normally be thrilled to speak with the... well, attractive medic, but right now you were less than pleased. Your arms burned horribly with freshly made injuries, a few much deeper than you'd meant for them to be. It had taken quite a while for you to stop the bleeding. But, you had no choice but to roll with it, and hopefully you could force yourself to act cheerful to avoid any questions from the doctor.

You finally reached med-bay, your legs tired from the walking. The cherry-red medic was leaned over his computer, his back to you as he was looking through something. He hadn't noticed you yet, so you sighed quietly and made your way towards him. Even though the medic wasn't one of the tallest decepticon's, he was certainly still gigantic compared to you.

"Knockout?" You finally called out, causing the bot to jump slightly before he turned to look down at you. His optics seemed to focus on you for a moment as he sighed in relief.

"(Y/n), I didn't hear you come in." Knockout chuckled, moving away from his computer as he leaned down so he was a bit closer to you.

"I didn't know you were that easy to scare," You smirked, forcing yourself to stand up straight.

"I'm not." The medic huffed, before gently grabbing you in one of his servos and standing back up straight. "I was just focused on something."

You blinked slightly, surprised after being lifted off the ground so suddenly. Your mind couldn't process anything too well at the moment, so it took you a few seconds before you finally responded with an uninterested; "Yeah, sure, if you say so."