falling for you

At Alyssa's House

I opened my eyes and realized I wasn't home and when I looked to my left there I saw Alyssa sleeping at my side, in my head I wanted to know how I got here and I know my mother would be worried. As I got up to use the bathroom I decided to check my phone because I knew I would've got missed calls, but when I checked there wasn't any I was wondering why she hadn't called yet, I also realized that I wasn't in my dress anymore I was in a long grey T-shirt I was shocked I said to myself " I hope we didn't do it" then I heard Alyssa's voice saying "no we didn't" I was relieved because to be honest I wasn't ready for that stuff.

Alyssa then asked me what's for breakfast, I was shocked because since I'm at her place she should be the one making breakfast, then she said I'm kidding would you like pancakes my eyes lit up as i said yes, that's one of my favorites. I told her i wanted to take a shower before i ate, and she said ok. When i headed to the bathroom i noticed that Alyssa's phone was at the edge of the sink, i didn't pay it no mind until it started to go off with messages, i was confused at first so i decided to take a look.

I saw messages from a person saved as baby, i didnt know what to think because it wasn't my number, one of the messages said i know you have a girlfriend but doesn't mean we have to stop see each other so can you come to my place, i was so angry that i took a quick shower got dressed and headed back downstairs. Alyssa saw that i was upset and decided to ask what's wring, i handed her the phone and said why don't you go talk to baby about it, while i was leaving she said wait i can explain but i was already out the door, i ran home as fast as i could, when i got inside my mum asked me how was it, i said it was great as a tear fell to the side of my cheek. When i got to my room i locked my door and started to cry, what did i do for Alyssa to treat me like this I've never been nothing but good to her, then my phone started ringing when i answered i heard babe please listen but i was so angry that i said we're through i hope you have a good time with your so called baby and then i cut the call. That hurt so freaking much because i thought she would've been my forever girl but i guess i thought wrong.

My mum knocked on my door and asked if everything was alright, i said said I'm fine and she said ok well I'm off to work see you later and then left.

For the past few days that I've been in my room i haven't eaten anything, i was so depressed that i couldn't even move. I got so many calls from Alyssa that i didn't even answer, i was trying my very best to forget her but it was so hard how could you forget your first love. My mum is hardly never home since she has gotten her promotion, so most days i would be home alone.

I heard the doorbell from my room and got aggravated, i was hesitating whether to go not but i eventually got up, when i opened the door who i can see standing there Alyssa, as i was about to shut the door she stopped it and said please just hear me out, while watching her i could feel as if my tears wanted to escape, but i had to be strong, i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore Alyssa you really hurt me i didn't think you would do me like that but not every relationship is a fairytale.

Note:Sorry I took so long with this part tell me what you think :)
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