||Lost in my world||

(pt2)😂chaper eight : 'Should I Kiss Her?'

Song: Remember who I was
Singer:James Arthur
-----------------------------------------------------------(A/N its hard writing the POV of a boy. I can't think LIKE A BOY!!)

Chapter 8(II) : 'Should I Kiss her?'

Aiden's POV

The bathroom floor was cold and not welcoming. The window was wide open, bringing cold air. The light was dim making me even more sad than before. I sat on the floor hugging my knees and thinking about the two love of my life. The one that I killed with both my hands.

I killed them! I don't deserve to be called a human being. I shouldn't have been in liberty, I deserve to be thrown in a jail where they punish me everyday for killing them.

I still remember how she looked like. Her long silky black hair which was always hanging lose till her waist,her green eyes, her perfect small nose, her way of talking, her habit of always singing at bad times. I miss how people always told us that we looked so alike, like sister and brother.

Him,how could I forget him, the man who taught me how to be strong,the one who taught me how to live freely. He acted more like a big brother and a friend to me.

I killed them!

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"Olivia"
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"Olivia"
...
"Where did that silly girl go?"
"OLIVIA"
...
...
Still no answer! Where is she?where the fuck did she go?

I run outside to look for her but in vain. Was she a dream? An angel?duh.

I walked a little further and saw her walking silently, she stopped and looked at the stars shining brightly in the dark sky. She looked at them and smiled as if she recalled a good memory.

She looked around her as if it was her first time going outside. She seem as if she looked at the world differently and see everyday as a challenge she must win.

I only know her for five days, I think but I feel as if I know her since forever.

She continued to walk and I continued to follow until Aiden aka me the clumsiest person in the world knocked his toe on the dustbin and that shit fell loudly! My eyes nearly popped out of my eyes during the process. That hurts! I groan softly and look at her back again. She was so small compared to me.

She froze! I wonder how her face looked like. It must be cute like a teddy bear. I put the dustbin in its usual place and walked towards her. She didn't move since the bin fell. was she scared?

With each step I took she breathed heavily. Is she having a panick attack? Or worst heart attack? Nope too young for heart attack but who knows, god knows.

I touched her small hand, cold as usual. She was shaking lightly. I think she's scared. Yeah she's scared. I turn her around and that's when god told me to cover my ears. You guessed? Yeah she screamed. (A/N of course y'all guessed since you read the previous chapters ..lol😂.)

She started rumbling about how she wants to grow old and have Kids. That girl is something.she thought I was a murderer or thief.

Maybe I could give her the children. What the fuck Aiden?since when do you think like that.

My thinking used to be so dull. I used to think like a dead person, now here I am thinking like a... a?... a girl?

Wait! how do dead people think? I smile lightly. I'm really starting to loose my mind.