I yawned and stretched. I had slept my first night with my new band. I got up and walked into the kitchen, I cooked a nice breakfast, enough for everyone. The first to walk in was Noodle, she gave me a fist bump.
"Good Morning."
I said, she smiled and nodded. Next was Russel and 2-D discussing a woman. Her name was Paula Cracker.
"I'm just glad I'm over her."
"Yeah, wish it didn't have to end that way though."
"I feel good, don't worry Russ- mmmm what's that smell. It's amazing."
Russel laughed.
"First warm meal since I joined the band."
2-D took a huge plate and ate like an animal. Murdoc walked in last. He sniffed the air.
"A warm meal? Who learned to cook."
I raised my hand, I can cook. He rolled his eyes and loaded what was left.
"Uh can I have some?"
He rolled his eyes,
"just make more."
I sighed, I didn't have the patience to make that again, so I just had toast. I sat next to Noodle, we spoke gossip to each other. Noodle raised her hand.
"In celebration of (Y/n), we should have a party in the living room, just us."
Russel nodded.
"Don't see why not."
Murdoc rolled his eyes.
"It's not really a party though."
Noodle looked at him.
"Why not?"
"No bitches to have a shag with."
He lifted an eyebrow, and inquired.
"Haven't had a nice shag in a while, sexy girls, big arses..."
I could see the bulge in his pants increase slowly. He slumped down in his chair and sighed. He looked a little sad, I could see that glint. The glint I knew all too well. It was sorrow, loneliness.... but it was hidden by a mask of lust, need for sex. I looked him in the eye, he knew that I knew. He sneered.
"Are you gonna stare at me like a dead fish all day or are you gonna say something."
I looked him dead in the eye.
"Are you ok?"
He blew up.
"IF I WASN'T OK YOU'D FUCKIN KNOW!!"
He stormed out swearing like a sailor. Noodle looked at me like I was crazy.
"Why'd you ask if he was ok, he was fine."
I blushed.
"I just-"
Russel looked at me.
"You were able to read him."
He said, he put a hand on my shoulder.
"You were able to read that cracker ass..."
Noodle looked confused. I looked at Russel.
"He's hurting."
He looked at me.
"We all know that, just none of us can get close enough to help, you're not gonna either, he's too enclosed."
I sighed, he helped me. It's time for me to repay my debt. 2-D pat my back.
"I know what you're thinking, I've tried.... horrible things happened... it's best you leave him be, I don't want our new (instrument) player to get hurt."
