Fade into darkness

Hero :)

I may not be the perfect girl with beautiful genes or perfect body to flaunt with, I may be just  a nobody who can just count her number of friends on her fingertips.

I may not pact my face with loads of makeup, I may not have thousands of friends on my contact’s . I may not party wild. I may not have boys clinging to my sides every night

I may be socially awkward.

But does it make me any less?

If I would have asked this a month ago that does these may be’s make me less from someone a month ago. I might have answered it yes to myself. Yes, it makes me less. But not now

I have someone to call a friend, someone to talk, wrap my arms around somebody, or just call that someone mine, it only makes me wanted more and more by someone.it just feels better than any fairytales or better than any mills and boons novel.it just feel a pretty happy joyful ride.

A ping on my phone shook me off my introspection mode which I was doing more lately.i took my phone out of my bag and I just received a new message.

BAR TONIGHT ! SOUNDS GOOD?

-RYAN

Text from Ryan.

Okay honestly I am not going to lie thousands of butterflies were doing summersaults in my stomach just because someone messaged me.Who am I kidding its HIM who messaged me.

I quickly unlocked my phone

SURE.AT WHAT TIME.

-ME

I text him back

UMM..7 IS COOL? Everyone is coming.

-RYAN

YA.BUT WHERE ARE WE GOING?

-ME

SOMEWHERE

-RYAN

Somewhere…uhhhh where..I wanted to know where we were going out badly

??

-ME

U AFRAID THAT I MIGHT THROW YOU OFF THE CLIFF? J

-RYAN

Funny!..i was only curious abt it..its k if u don’t wanna tell me abt it L

-ME

Ohhhhhhh..whats with the sad face..i ll make it upto this when we meet tonight. sounds good?

-RYAN

Yes J

-ME

Here’s goes my big girl..:)

-RYAN

J

-ME

We chatted more but side by side my mind was constantly on where we were going.

Anya and Zack were also coming with us and when I had a talk with Anya she too didn’t have any clue about that SOMEWHERE.

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SONG BY:

U MIGHT HAVE NOT NOTICED BUT HTIS CHAPTER DIDNT CONTAIN ANY SONG LYRICS...YA YA SOME OF YOU MIGHT BE THANKING YOUR GODS I DIDNT PUT ANY OF THE LYRICS BUT NOW THINK WHAT WILL BE THE NEXT CHAPTER NAME...THINK THINK

PS : I HERE GLADLY TO ANNOUNCE TO THOSE DUMB PEOPLE  WHO GOT NO IDEA WHAT I WAS TALKING ABT EARLIER....MY ALL CHAPTER NAMES ARE THE TITTLE OF THE  SONG LYRICS MENTIONED IN PREVIOUS CHAPTER....

ITS JUST A FILLER..SO PPL CHILL WHO ARE HYPERVENTING NOW.. :) 

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ping ping !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy the weekend 

-stay alive 

Lakshita