Fade into darkness

Wanted

It’s has been a month from the day I met Ryan, Justin, Zack and Adriana. Zack and Anya are going strong together. Sometimes he comes over to our place or Anya  goes to his. Every time Zack comes over I hope Ryan to tagalong with him but it never happenes.

' I never feared death or dying

I only fear never trying

I am whatever I am,

Only God can judge me, now

One shot, everything rides on tonight

Even if I've got three strikes, Ima go for it,

This moment, we own it

And I'm not to be played with

Because it can get dangerous

See these people I ride with

This moment, we own it '

Me and Anya with some friends are in the club celebrating our graduation and days before we starts with our interviews for the jobs. As usual Anya forces me into a dress making me utterly uncomfortable with myself. My dress is a black  with scoof neck puff sleeves and almost no back.

Me, Anya ,Mia, Caroline ,Becka, Victoria are sitting in a group in a bar and all are so engrosse in their talks about their future plans. As for my plans I am scheduled to be at 8 for an interview with prestigious Grayson’s corp. They are known worldwide for their projects and hardworking employees. No one is given any second chance, believe me when I say that. They believes in perfection.

“So what are your plans” Mia asks me.

“I have an interview scheduled for tomorrow at Grayson Corp.” I reply.

“I have been trying for Grayson for so long. You are so really lucky to get an interview schedule with them”

Caroline says while sipping her drink.

“Thanks" .

“Zack”

Anya jumps from her seat and ran towards the door where Zack is standing with a man who is talking with a waitress amd has his back against us.

“Hi baby"

Zack greets Anya with a kiss .They lookes so cute together. I wish Ryan is here. I am sometimes so jealous of Anya. She hasthis perfect look and now a perfect boyfriend. 

The man talking with the waitress  walks towards us and guess who it is.

RYAN.

 “Evening ladies"

He greets us and sat on the only chair empty besides Mia.

Every girl in the bar is eying at him like a piece of meat .I am afraid to see him and don’t want my guards to be down again.

“L , how ‘s my surprise?”

 Anya elbows me .I am embarrassand at the same time furious against my friend.

I dare to look up .Ryan is seeing at my side. It seems like seconds, minute’s .None of us let our gaze down .Somebody clears her throat snapping us to reality.

“Are you ready for shots”

 Caroline shouts against the loud music.

I am not t a drinker but seeing Ryan makes me self-conscious. I have shots on shots till my system gives up. A stranger comes to our seat and asks Mia for a dance .Slowly everyone starts getting up for dance, leaving only me and Ryan alone. Drinks are slowly moving in my system making me little tipsy. Oh god what am I supposed to do? Should I make an attempt to start a conversation or sit in this awkward silence.. what to do?

“You want to dance?"

Ryan asks me while breaking the silence.

“Okay " I reply weekly.

We get up and Ryan slipps his hand around my waist while supporting me. I misses his warmth against me and it’s good to be again against him. We startdancing. A slow song is going on the background. He is definitely a smooth dancer. Ryan is looking in my eyes. It again makes me conscious. I look everywhere I can so that I can resist even a slight hint of his deep piercing black eyes . Every girl on the dance floor is eyeing me even Mia and Caroline.

“Relax”

He says pulling me closer .We are dancing so close not even an inch gap between us. His hands are on my waist and mine on his chest. He feels so good.

 “You look beautiful today"

He says breaking the silence between us but never leaving our gaze.

“Thank you” I reply shyly.

We continue dancing till my head gives up. I search for her and  finding her and Zack laughing and dancing together.

 “I‘ll drop you, if you want me to?”

He offeres. Not wanting to disturb Anya I accepts his offer.

“Okay"

 okay!...........really why my brain goes for a week strike when I want it the most.

“Hi baby”

 Suddenly a drunk man grabbed me by my waist and stars rubbing my hips.

“Let go of her"

Ryan says to him raging with anger in his voice.

“I’m just having some fun”

“Let her go or.."

Ryan punches him straight in his jaw making him drop on the floor. He grabbs me by my waist and we leave the club.

“Are you ok?” He asks.

“Yes"

I assure him trying to cope up with my breaths and try to forget what just happened.

“It’s ok .don’t cry. I’m here"

He huggs me tightly. My head on his hard chest. He smelt so good.

“You want something before we we leave " Ryan asks.

“Kiss me”

I think my brain is now killed by cops because of never ending strike.

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