The beginning, the end. My Fault

I think it may be over

After I had the surgery and I got no relief from it and then the money was being taken from my check Ernie just didn't know what to do with himself because everything was on him and things between him and I were just not good as much as I love him and I know I can say it with the purest of heart things just weren't the same and Valentine's 2017 not that I was even realizing it was Valentine's when I got sleep it was like just leave me alone and let me sleep and that night we had an argument earlier and then at 3 3:30 he woke me up for you know what and I just snapped I guess I had a nervous breakdown and I just started packing my things and texted my aunt please come get me in the morning I wanted to go home I kissed him in the morning told him that I loved him and that I wasn't breaking up with him I just needed some space and that didn't go over so well with him because I know for a fact that he really really loves me and I cry so many days and nights because I know I hurt him and I never wanted to. It seems like things are getting less and less with us every time I go there we seem to have an argument at least once out of the time I'm there and I just can't deal with it. He text me every single day and tells me he loves me and that he misses me and it's the same for me but everything we built it seems has been destroyed and now he's leaving the place that we made home and going back to his parents house. So I don't know if it's over if he's done with me but like I said what we created together seems destroyed now.