The beginning, the end. My Fault

Together, Forever & Always

My name is Jamie and after being in a relationship for 10 years I got my heart broken so awfully bad that I didn't think I was going to recover from it and then a few years later I meant Ernie and he swept me off my feet I didn't even know he was going to do what he did that night he just grabbed me and kissed me and I was so afraid, afraid for a long time because to love again like that was scaring for me. But after a year of us dating we ended up having to move out of his efficiency and my place well actually we stayed at my place for a little bit and my mom was cool only bad part is I had insomnia so it was very hard for me to go to sleep I've had a lot of operations and it's just really screwed my body up but I had to get up at like 6:30 in the morning and have him to work by 7 so it was kind of hard at first some days I just let him take the car because I just couldn't do it but other than that we had a good relationship and for the first time in my life even my family said I seemed happy & a part of me felt that I was but there was still this lingering depression that I've always dealt with which is really hard because I wanted to show him all the love that I could but for the time that we were here as stressful as it was because of my mom drinks he used to just go in the room when they came home and I didn't go to bed when he went to bed because then I had insomnia but we tried to work things the way we could the best and he truly was the best to come into my life