Helloz!!! so a quickie update. Sorry if it's not very good. Final exams coming up... Blerg.
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Italy's P.O.V.
One shot was all it took. He had been shot in the chest, the gunman was nowhere to be seen. I was at a loss of action for about 10 seconds. All I could do was stand there. "NO! LUDWIG!!!" I screamed out. I ran to him and placed his head in my lap, keeping him on his back. I put my hand over the wound to keep as much blood in as I could as I screamed for someone to help. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. "Listen to me, stay awake. You have to keep breathing alright? You're going to be okay. Just keep breathing!" I say as I stroke his hair softly, tears now pouring from my eyes. He reaches his hand up and cups my cheek, his breathing beginning to slow. "Feli..." He says softly. He coughs and blood comes up through his mouth.
He looks me in the eyes as his breaths become shorter and farther apart. He exhales and I wait for him to draw another breath, but he doesn't. "No...no no no no! Luddy please. Please don't. PLEASE. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! GERMANY!"
Everything fades to black and I open my eyes. It was all a dream. Thank god it was only a dream. I look over to find myself alone in the bed. I begin to worry, but I then can smell breakfast cooking downstairs.
I walk to my room and pull out a t-shirt and some shorts and make my way to the kitchen. "Mmmmm. The food smells great Luddy." He gave a small grin and said "danke Feli. Did you sleep well?" "Sì. I slept fine." I lied "What about you?" he put two pancakes in front of me and said "I slept alright. Do you want wurst?" I shook my head and got a bottle of water from the fridge.
He sat down across from me as I was getting a big drink of my water and said "So. About your nightmares, what are they about?" My eyes widen and I spit my drink out from surprise. "Ludwig! how did you know about my nightmares?! Can you read minds or something?!" I hold my head with both hands. He laughs wildly and says "No! I can't read minds. But you were crying and tossing & turning all night. It's not that hard to notice!" he said. My face now adorned a pinkish tone and I decided just to eat my food, not making eye contact with him. He is totally a mind reader. "So, after we mop up all this water, then we will talk. Okay?" he said still chuckling a bit. I sit my fork down on my plate and reach for the mop.
After we had cleaned the mess up, I walked into the living room with him not far behind and we sat on the couch. He looks at me and says "Now, tell me about your nightmares." I look down at my hands, my face still red, and I say "my nightmares are of losing you..." I glance up at him and he looks fairly surprised. "I dream that we are in a room and someone shoots you in the chest. I stay with you and call for help, but you die and end up leaving me alone. I don't want to be left alone..."
He looks at me with an expression I don't often see from him, sadness. Next, he does something that somewhat catches me off guard... He hugs me. He pulls me into a strong hug and strokes my hair, avoiding my curl, thank heavens. "Feliciano, listen to me." He said, pulling out of the hug to look me in the eyes "I will never leave you. Come hell or high water. I swear it." I smile happily saying "thank you Luddy. I'll never leave you either." He hugs me once again and we get up, clean the dishes, put away the leftovers and begin to get ready for the long day ahead of us.
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Aww. Italy is scared to lose Germany. :) I will try to get chapter 3 up ASAP! if you have any suggestions, comment and tell me plz:)) Grazie! -kaylee
