what life would be like ~tom holland~

Part 5

I hear beeping in the room with lot of muffled voices in the background. The light was very heavy and I could quite open my eyes. Once I did, I saw Tom sitting in a chair with his head in his hands, staring at the floor.
"Tom?" I said in a weak voice. He lifted his head up and came over to come.
"Jess, you're awake." He said with his eyes starting to get puffy. I tried to give him a hug but he stopped me.
"What am I doing here?" I asked, confused.
"Do you not remember what happened last night?" He asked in a concerned voice. I shook my head.
"Harry Sam Harrison and I were walking back to the hotel when we heard screaming. Harry pointed it out and we followed it to find you uh--" he got choked up a bit not being able to get the words out fast enough.
"You were raped, Jess. We told them that we called the police and they ran. Once they were gone you were lying on the ground, unconscious because when we came he threw you on the ground so hard." At this point he was crying his eyes out when the doctor comes in.
"Hi Jess, it's nice to see you awake. We are going to take you in for some X-rays" I nodded my head, and they put me in a wheelchair going to the X-ray room. They took pictures everywhere possible to see if anything was broken. Once they were done I got back to the room and saw Harry Harrison and Sam talking to Tom. They all turned their heads to see me come in.
The doctor walks in a few minutes later with his chart and pictures of the X-rays.
"Ok, so Ms. Grohl. We have detected one broken rib and a broken wrist. Thankfully those are the only things broken. On the other hand, you have a mild concussion, which will easily be healed" the doctor said.
"What about the broken bones?" Tom said.
"We will put a brace on her wrist and then she will have to stay for a few days until her concussion is healed."
We all thanked the doctor and he walked out. Tom came up to my bed..
"I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. If I hadn't over reacted about you and Harry I would've been with you last night. I'm sorry I wasn't there in time to stop what happened." He said tearing up.
Harry stepped up towards Tom and I, "No, it's not your fault. What we did was stupid and I shouldn't have told you like that. We should've been together to tell you." They hugged and Sam came up to me.
"Hi jess, we haven't properly met. I'm sam, Harry's twin" he said smiling and grabbed my hand.
The doctor came in and put a brace on my wrist. I had to wear it for a few weeks but it wasn't a big deal.
"Hey uh guys do you mind if I talk to Tom alone?" They nodded and walked out of the room. Tom looked conceded and sat on the edge of the bed facing me.
"How long have I known you, a week? There's so much that happended this week and I'm so blessed to have met you. But tom we have to be real. You have a career that you have to focus on. You don't have time for all of this drama in your life. I can't do this to you. So please don't feel obligated to still talk to me or want to be anything with me. I've already caused you enough trouble"
He didn't say anything and just gave me a hug, being careful of my ribs.
"Thank you darling, but I'm not going anywhere. My life is focused on you now. When the summer is over we can have that talk of what's going to happen. But I still have a little less than 3 months with you."
He smiled and walked out of the room to go get some rest at his hotel.
Later that night I got a text from Tom😱💙:
Hey love, just wanted to send you a goodnight text. I'll see you first thing in the morning❤️
My heart started racing. I texted back with a few hearts. A few minutes later I got a notification from Instagram...."tomholland2013 tagged you in a post"
I opened it to see a picture that I don't remember taking. It was the night of our date when we were sitting in time square. Gosh how much I want to be there right now, instead of this stupid hotel room. His caption read, "So lucky to have such an amazing person in my life💗"
I noticed a lot of comments like "who is she" and "AW LIL T HAS A GIRLFRIEND" and then there were some that were mad, but I didn't care about that. I liked the picture and commented with a "😘". I got a lot of replies and likes on my comment. Then I got a follow back from "lifeisaloha" he was verified. I clicked on it and I realized it was his best friend from Spider-Man, who played Ned. I guess they were friends in real life. He replied back to my comment, "he's my love don't steal him". I assumed it was a joke so I laughed. I screen shotted the picture and made it as my profile pic. I smiled and put my phone down. All of a sudden my stomach started to feel wheezy, and everything got blurry. My head was spinning, and then I threw up right into the bed pan. I pushed the button and nurses come running in, leading me over the toilet so I could finish throwing up. Gosh my ribs hurt so much in this position. After I was finished they had me change. I had a cold washcloth on my head. They said I started burning up with a fever. I soon fell asleep on my back. I woke up the next morning to the doctor talking to somebody. It was Tom.
They noticed me wake up and they immediately stopped and turned to me. I tried to move but everything hurt.
"Hey Jess, goodmorning. I have some news for you. Do you want Mr. Holland here in the room with you or no?"
I looked at Tom with a worried face.
"Y-yes that's fine"
"Ok, so we took some X-rays last night and did find something else. Nothing exactly harmful. You know how you were throwing up last night?" I nodded.
"Jess, your pregnant"
My eyes widened and I covered my mouth and I started to sit up straight. I put my hands down and played with my fingers.
"That must make sense, from that night. It was very blurry but I remember that happening very briefly."
I felt so ashamed of myself. I could see Tom speechless in the corner sitting down. The doctor spoke again,
"But, that's impossible for it to be from the other night. Jess, you are less than 2 weeks pregnant"