what life would be like ~tom holland~

Part 14

> 5 months later <
I woke up to the bright morning sun shining through my small apartment window. I was laying in my bed when I suddenly realized there was someone behind me. I turned around to see Tom sleeping like a little baby. His arms were wrapped around me and he was shirtless. His cold abs gave me CHILLS and I couldn't control my smile. I was still in his arms when he attempted to flip to the other side, my weight pulling him back down. He was so clueless of what was going on that he just kept trying to turn over. I let out a laugh because of how cute he was and he opened his eyes. Those big brown eyes were staring at me.
"Hi love, what's so funny" he said smiling with a groggily voice.
I just shook my head and kept laughing. We were both awake now but I didn't want to move, I really had to pee though. I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror as I washed my face. I was so tired but we needed to get up for work. I walk over to the bedroom to see tom seeping again. I jump on top of him
"Tom come on! Today is the last day of filming and we can't be late!" I said shaking him.
He look up at me and pulled me to his chest.
"Tom...I'm serious. Tomorrow we can do this" I said standing up.
He nodded his head and got up from the bed and did the same routine I did. How funny.
We got dressed, a little bit more fancy than I would've been. We drove down to the set and got out of the car hand in hand.
We walk into Toms trailer to see Harrison and Anieca waiting for us
"Where were you guys!!" Anieca said.
"Sorry, just a late start to the morning" I said and tom put his arm around me.
Harrison gave tom a look and anieca slapped him on the arm.
"So, tonight at my place we are having an after party for the celebration of the last day. Are you guys coming?" Tom asked them.
They both nodded their heads.
(The whole day was just a celebration and a whole bunch of people giving speeches about how wonderful being on set was. Not as fun as I thought)
We headed over to Toms big apartment to set up for the party. He had some of the cast and crew and s few of his other friends. All of his brothers except Paddy were there and so was Harrison and Anieca.
"Hey love, people will be here any minute. Before they start piling in I just wanted to personally thank you. Thank you for not giving up on your dreams after you came here. Thank you for looking out for me when I was with that Miranda" the sound of her name gave me chills
"Thank you for giving me another chance. After all that we've been through in almost two years time has been a rollercoaster. And most importantly thank you for being who you are and not letting people manipulate you and take advantage of you. Jess I will always love you together or apart. There's nothing I wouldn't do to be with you right now" he pulled me in for a hug as I started to cry in his chest.
"Tom I love you so much" I said looking up at him. He kissed me and Harrison and Anieca walked in.
"PARTY TI-"
Harrison said realizing he was interrupted.
"Ooooooooh lil t and jessy" he said winking at Tom. He laughed and hit his shoulder. More people started piling in. Tom and I greeted them and had an individual conversation. After everyone was here I went over to go talk to anieca who seemed to be sitting alone. I sat next to her.
"Hey where's Harrison?" I asked her.
"Oh I don't know probably being a fool." She said laughing
"So how are you two, your relationship."
I asked
"Everything is great. I'm really glad you set us up last month." She said smiling
"So how are you and Tom?" She asked making the same face as Harrison did to tom.
"Were great. Honestly I couldn't ask for anyone better and I really see us together for a long, long time" I said looking down and my hand smiling.
"Have you guys talked about it? You know, getting engaged?" She asked noticing I was looking at my finger.
"No we haven't actually. I mean we haven't even you know, um.." I said getting awkward.
"You haven't?!?" She asked so surprised.
"No, after the whole fiasco with Harry and then in New York i just haven't felt the need to. I don't know if I'm ready. The best part is that he hasn't spoken to me about it once in the last 5 months that's we've been together." I said.
"Look jess. I know what happened to you was terrible, but you can't live your life being scared of a certain situation. Just because you had been pregnant before doesn't mean that you will again. I'm not going to push you, jess. But have you thought about how much tom is dying waiting for you?" She said.
I look down, denying the fact that he is upset about this.
"No, anieca. He wouldn't" I said.
"Jess. He's a 22 almost 23 year old guy that has a relationship with a girl for five months. A year earlier it was 2 months. You guys have been through so much and he's done so much for you that don't you think he needs something in return?" She asked me looking concerned.
"I guess you're right, I just, I don't know yet. I need some more time to think" I said standing up walking towards the bathroom. I noticed tom and Harrison standing in the doorway behind us, listening In on our whole conversation. I immediately got red realizing the fact that he had heard me. I felt a gut punch and ran into our room. I closed the door and sat on the bed starting to cry. I hear a knock on the door.
"Jess?" Tom said slowly opening the door.
I look up as he walks in and closes the door behind him.
"Jess why are you so upset" he said sitting down next to me.
"Is it true? That you're upset about this? That you've been dying to hook up with me?" I asked.
He looked sad all of a sudden.
"Well. Anieca wasn't exactly all wrong. I am a grown man with a girlfriend that I've fallen deeply in love with, that I want to take a step higher in our relationship. But that doesn't mean that I'm unhappy with our relationship. I'm happy as I could ever be." He said wiping the tear away from my cheek.
"I'm only ready when you are" he said giving me a hug.
I had a lot to say about the situation but I didn't feel like ruining this moment. We walked back out into the main room where most people were. A lot of people started to leave because it was getting to be close to midnight. Soon enough it was just harry sam Harrison and anieca all talking sitting on the couch.
I give tom a look trying to tell him that I want them to leave. He didn't really get it and he ran over to the couch where they all were. We started to play some weird game. They were drunk for the most part except Tom. I sigh as this game lasts forever. I really wish that I was having fun but at the time I was just too focused on our conversation from before. Eventually they left and it was 1:00 am. Tom started to clean up all of the garbage and I stopped him.
"Tom, don't worry about that, just take care of it in the morning" I said. He looked at me as I walked into the bedroom. He automatically ran in locking the door.