Dear Diary

Thoughts .

A/N = Strange for me to think these things but ..... I can't help it . You can call me whatever you want. 😞 😀👍

Sometimes I think how can people love ???? Its just part of them , I mean to love somebody . Except their family .
Love its  hard . Once you like somebody .... Then you love him/her. Then you understand that person doesn't love you. I'm confused cuz.... Why even is called love ?? It must be better called " The Real Pain of Life " Don't hate me . I'm just being realistic. I don't even know if the thing called " Love " exist . I've seen it just in movies

Once you see him/her your heart goes like crazy. You convince yourself that they like you or love you ....... But they are just making things worse. Then you think you should give up . Then you do it . Then you see their " Perfect " smile and you just fall for them more and more. Day by day. We just got to convince ourselves that love doesn't ecsist . When you are crying , they just walk away or just comfort you just for their interest. Its just ........ Just ...... Love don't exist. TV lies about you , when you meet your fake first love. It haven't first love. First live its just imagination , that we do .Because we have scared from the true pain.

People would do anything for their love. Even kill theirselvs. But ....... Is it worth it ????? No , its not. Right now people you love ..... They just think about theirselvs. Don't you never be a victim of that feeling called " love " .

OK its true about you butterflies in your tummy . But maybe its just you feeling them. All people care its themselvs.
Again I'm sorry , but I'm being realistic here. I don't love love.Cuz its harsh. Its hard to forget someone you love with your soul.

A/N = I write what I feel . I don't write fairytales. Again I'm very sorry , maybe for ...... Everything . Just ......... I'm very sorry . Bye bye. 😩👋