Dear Diary

Long time no see

Hey there people ....Glory here .

It's been time that I haven't wrote , but like too much time .

So I thought bout writing it all in this chapter .

So lately not much happened , school like always , friends like always , "crush" like always .

But I'm still going to write .

Bout some days , or weeks ago I decided to ask face to face my crush if he likes me , and this happened :

I called him , while being with my bruh Sara , and I called his name .

He turned around and was waiting for me what to say .

Me : umm.......so ..... You know bout that thing and I ...

Him : Talk fast I got to go ( he didn't cut me )

Me : oh ...o-okay . So you know what ?? Let's talk this

short  ....Do you like me or no ????

Him : No

Then he was waiting what would I say , then I turned my back to him and said very good and I left

To be honest ....I felt like the whole universe didn't wanted me .

Like the sky fell on top of me , like my heart just skipped some beats .

But yeah , but then me ..like a stupid FUCKTARD I am I decided to still like him  ,since he will be in 9th grade this September and I'll never see him after  he finishes school to go in high school .

I've started fighting with my teacher .

She's always like Glory this and Glory that till one day I cut her off and I said :

Can you just stop calling my name ? It's not like I'm the only girl in class and like there aren't other students talking .

I just really hate her , and girls at my class say don't talk like that to the teacher and I was like oh please give me a break bitch 😒😒😒😒😒😒

Lately I've been in this dance thing that we need to do at 1 June . But today I panicked ....

Yeah I panicked , and I wanted to go away , I wanted to scream , but I couldn't . 

But I thank God that I didn't faint .

I .....just don't want to do anything that is connecting me with things that I don't ever want to do :

1. Talking in public , in front of class

2. I don't want to dance in front of everyone

3. I don't want to be famous

4. I just want to be that invisible girl that nobody notices

You might think something is wrong with me , but this is just .....Me .

And I've learned that I can NEVER be something I'm not .

And being famous or popular  in school , isn't my thing .

AND IF ANY ARMY READS MY DIARY PLEASE KEEP STREAMING FAKE LOVE BY BTS

A/N= Thanks for reading people . Have a good day/night/evening/afternoon