Guys, I'm sorry I didn't update yesterday, I went to bed. I'm updating now though. Enjoy.
Jordan's pov,
After Niall and I's kiss yesterday, I don't know what to think. Part of me wants to give up this game, and be with Niall, but most of me wants to continue this. Even I'm though I'm sure Niall either hates me now, and might have a idea of what's going on, or he's completely clueless, and once this is over he will hate me.
Either way he will hate me. I'll never will get to be with him. Should I quit this? I really need to talk to someone about this. I'll talk to Jerzee. Then I got to talk to Taylor and Justin. Great. I need to ask J, and ask her if it's alright to come over.
To Jerzee:
Hey, J is it okay if I come over? I need to talk to you.
From Jerzee:
Yeah, sure babe. Everything alright?
To Jerzee:
Yeah, I just need your opinion on something.
Jerzee never messaged me back, so I just made my way to her house. Hopefully she's not with Harry, because he doesn't need to hear any of this.
As I got there, there was another car there besides Jerzee's. Great. I went up and knocked on the door, and Jerzee answered. "Hey, babe. C'mon in.", she said. As I walked in, Harry came down the steps. I knew it.
"Hey, Hazza, I don't mean to be rude, but Jordan and I have to talk, and we want some privacy.", Jerzee said politely. "No big deal. I'll leave. It was nice seeing you.", Harry says. "You too.", she smiles.
Jerzee's pov,
"So, babe what do you want to talk about?", I asked her. "I need you're opinion on something.", she says. "Which is?", I ask. "Okay, I don't know if I should continue playing games with Zayn and Niall.", she says.
"Why do you think that?", I ask. "Well Zayn took me to Nando's yesterday, and Niall was there obviously. So I went to the bathroom, and he followed me in there. He asked me what was going on, and I told him I had feelings for Zayn. I said I did have feelings for him once, but those feelings are for Zayn now. Before I could walk away, he kissed me. I don't know what to do.", she says.
"Did you feel anything when he kissed you?" "Yes. I don't feel anything when I kiss Zayn." Wow. I don't know what to say. "If you still wanna do it, do it. If you don't wanna do it. Don't do it.", I say.
"I want to, but I don't want to.", she says. "I'll think about it. I gotta go talk to Taylor anyways.", she says and walks away.
Honestly I never wanted her doing this game anyways, but I didn't wanna feel like I was against her so I went along with it. I just hope she decides to not go along with it anymore. Maybe Taylor can convince her.
Taylor's pov,
I was cleaning when the doorbell rang. Out of all people, Jordan had to be standing in my doorway. "May I help you?", I asked. "Can I please talk to you?", she asks. "I guess.", I say. She comes in and just stands there.
"You can sit, you know.", I say. She sits down. "Why have you been avoiding us?", she blurts out. "I don't wanna hang out with people that like to play games.", I say. "Hanah and Jerzee aren't even in the game.", she says. "They were fine with it. You shouldn't even be doing this. This is really stupid. Zayn and Niall are probably gonna hate you after it's over.", I say.
"I know. That's why I'm debating whether I should quit or not. Niall kissed me yesterday and yeah.", she says. "You shouldn't debate, you should just quit." I say. "Okay this was a bad idea. I'll leave.", she says. She gets up and walks away.
Jordan's pov,
I gotta talk to Justin. Once I spot him, I go up to him. "You need to get you're girlfriend under control.",I say. "She's not my girlfriend anymore. Not my responsibility anymore. She's annoying.", he says. "Oh, you just now realized that.", I say. "Are you jealous, Jordan?", he asks. "Really, changing the subject?", I say. He just rolls his eyes. "Wow, is talking to everyone a bad idea today.", I say and walk away.
Great. First going to Jerzee's was a mistake, then going to Taylor's was a mistake, and talking to Justin was a mistake. "Hey Jordan." I turn around and see Harry. "Hey, Harry.", I say. "How've you been?", he asks. "I've been better. How are things with Jerzee and you.", I say. "Pretty good.", he says.
"Hey can I ask you a question?", he says. "Sure.", I say. "Do you really have feelings for Zayn?", he says. Shit. He's suspicious. That's not good. Even though now I'm sure I'm ending this game, there's honestly no point in lying to him now.
"No.", I say honestly. "Then why were you with him?", he asks. "Really long story. You'll find out soon. I'll explain to you all.", I say. "Okay. Thanks for being honest.", he says. "No problem Harry. If you'll excuse me I'm gonna go to Starbucks.", I say. "No problem. I'm gonna get back to Jerzee.", he says. "Bye.", I smile. "Bye.", he says.
He walks away. I'm ending this game. There's honestly no point in it anymore. I'm gonna get all the girls together and tell them. Then I'll tell Niall and Zayn. Then the rest of the boys. I'll tell them by sections. It will be easier. I especially wanna have Niall and Zayn in their own section, because I'm pretty sure they'll hate me.
You gotta do what you gotta do I guess. I just hope everybody doesn't hate me, like Niall and Zayn will probably. I hope the girls and the rest of the boys will be understanding. Guess I have to wait and see.
Pretty short chapter I know. I wasn't getting anywhere with this chapter. The story will be ending soon. I know how I wanna end it, and I feel like it needs to end here. I'm debating on whether I should leave the story up or take it down. I don't really know. I'm sorry to the people who actually read the story, I know there's not that very many people. Anyways yeah bye. -Taylor
