My coming out as transgender letter to my aunt

oops

I forgot to update so.
Update! I gave her the letter everything went great. Honestly tho, she has had my back my whole life when my parents haven't and I'm glad she accepted me. My parents treat me, my sister (c), and my AUTISTIC BROTHER (A, like we are not good enough, and they treat my other brother (s) like he's there world.
Don't get me wrong, I love (s) but shouldn't they treat us equally? Even (s) agreed with me and he has even told me that he doesn't like being treated like that.

I had this conversation with my mother, in front of my aunt and my friend, on my brothers (s)'s birthday

My mom: *something about my room* "you always get into trouble"
Me: *jokingly*yeah but (s) gets into trouble too
My mom: *stares*
Me:"haha, he does. You can't deny it"
My mom:*keeps staring*
Me: *is le nervous* "yeah we get into trouble together a lot. We are a year apart. We always get into trouble together"
My mom: "no he gets such good grades, he's my favorite, he wouldn't do that. You, (c), and (a) were never my favorite" *smiles and laughs*
Me: *trying not to cry/cuss her out/both because it's my brothers (s) birthday and just smiles*
My friend: *looks and me and mouths 'are you ok?*
My mom:*turns around to talk to my friend*
Me: *frowns and tries not to cry*
(A): "hey Mommy! I get A's and B's at school"
My mom: "Scratch that. (S) and (a) are my two favorites."

Like excuse me bitch? You didn't even take care of me when I lived with you, you have no right to say that, especially to someone who tried to off themselves bc they felt worthless.

My aunt is so different. I asked her if she had a favorite and she said no. She pointed out that she had to give more attention to (a) because he is autistic, and (s) because he is a teenager. I can tell with everything she does, she loves us equally. all four of us.
She is the mom I should have had in the first place, but never got.

And get this! She tried to deny that she said that, but before she tried denying it SHE SAID IT WAS A JOKE and my father, who was NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, sided with her.

Oh yeah, so the people who scarred me for life, left my sister in charge of us since she was five, people who never taught us how to bathe, or gave us food (my sister had to steal money from my mom's purse to feed us), the people who neglected us, never cleaned the house or taught us how to clean, and probably is the cause of many emotional problems I have, are going to tell me that berating me and basically calling me, my sister, and my brother (a) worthless, was all a joke? It was a lie?
No. That's some major league bullshit.

Honestly, my mom and dad are going to be the last to know.

I mean I love them but they don't seem to love me back. That's fine. I didn't need such negativity in my life anyway.

Ahhh. This was more of a rant.
Well my aunt took it well. I'm glad she did.
Bye.