blueberry wine is the taste that I remember
the first time I got drunk
oh but wait there's a catch
I wasn't drunk on alcohol
I was drunk on hating myself
these thoughts I get in my own head
Are they even mine
is this even me
or am I just blind
I can't remember the moment that I was sober
Because it's been way too long
I can't remember the last time my smile was real
Or even the last time my heart was healed
Because my heart is broken
From the words of my own drunken thoughts
