Porcelain Doll

Chappie two[:7

When I got home I called my mom off the house phone, and she didn't pick up, so I just walked my dog. Like I'm supposed to, except I don't and won't pick up his poop. Cause that's gross. When I got back inside I started my algebra homework. X=y+6³(8²+2³·Y³+y) I just had to simplify it. It would be X=y²+8³(8²·y³) And the value of y is six,so it's a really hard question but I still did it all nonetheless. Honestly, math sucks, especially because we have the stupid common core system.

I finished all my homework right when my came inside from work. I slowly got up and went down stairs to get my dinner, and ate the Chinese food as read my book and listened music.

I started writing a poem, again. It goes like this:

Do you see me?

I'm standing here

But you don't care

It's not fair

How do I know I'm real?

With how I feel

I might as have stolen emotions

All my motions

To get out of there

Have no wear

Definitely no tear

So I'm stuck in this place

Running a race

I can't run

Is no fun

So, why do I keep fighting,

This war I'll never win?

Do you see me?

Do you hear my pleas?

Will I ever get out of this town?

You can't fix my frown

I'm forever depressed

You've messed me up so

I know I won't be missed

You see me

But do you see the real me?

The one that loves

Doesn't get shoved

Happy, hyper, and fun

But won't be shunned

I think I'll call it "Do You See Me?" Because I feel invisible. Like I'm there but no one cares, or sees me crying. They just tell me to quiet down. And, yes it hurts so much to think that no one cares enough to comfort me. But, at least I know my birth mom loves me, she wrote a note on the back of a picture saying she does, and always will. Which makes me smile. After I took a shower I got ready for bed, but I'm not an easy sleeper, so I just lay there. Fantasizing about a family that actually loves me for me. Not because they have to. Finally, I fell asleep.

*Dream*

I was running, for some reason I was excited. Like, I was about to do something sketchy excited. The trees around me melted away and a sandy scene replaced it, but I didn't care. I'd been running for maybe three miles when I jumped off a cliff and started flying. I was flying, but I didn't have any wings or anything. Just me. I was flying over Delphi, Greece but I've no idea how I got there. Finally, I landed. At the Roman colleseum.

*E______N________D DREAM*

I woke up sweating. But then, I realised that it's the first day of spring break. And six AM. Also, that I'm going to Delaware. This is ungodly, first the hour, then the fact that I'm going to Delaware!

I started packing, and by ten AM I was in Delaware. At four PM we went to Grottos pizza. Best pizza on earth. I felt like a pig after I ate, because we ate so much. But I'm me and no one, not even the president of the USA can change me.

I went to the bathroom to wash my hands after I ate, and then we went to Wal-Mart to get cake mix. When we got home, we baked a cake. It was good.

After that I went to bed, and fell into a dreamless sleep. In the morning I asked my dad to make me a egg sandwich. And he did, but let me tell you. My dad's food is the best. Especially his steakumms

After I finished, I threw my trash away and got dressed, as we were going out today.