only human

Only human part 6

After breakfast we went back to my tent. I couldn't get the picture of his body off of my mind. It was like some wild beast just came and attacked him with torture weapons and what not.

"Jen"

I couldn't break contact with his chest. The more I looked at his shirt the more pain I felt for him. how could I have been stupid enough to leave him?

"Jenni"

-this world that we live in now, it's destroyed. I would leave this world destroyed. It's all my fault. This would have never happened if I would have stayed at my f....

"Jennifer look at me" he tilted my head up so I would look at him. "look I know how your feeling right now. I get that, but we have to get through this."

I couldn't stop the rain from falling. The tears streamed down my face.

"Why are you crying Jennifer? You didn't do anything wrong. You didn't hurt anybody."

*sniff* "Yes, I did" *sniff sniff* "I killed many people. Those people didn't deserve to die. This planet would still *sniff* be alive, b-but because of me. *sniff* its dead. Everyone, dead. Innocents, dead. All b-because of me."

I couldn't control my emotions anymore. I started shaking uncontrollably. My head was spinning 100 miles an hour. I saw flowers, pretty white and pink flowers. Falling from then tallest trees. Falling and landing swiftly on the steady pond. They were beautiful. Unimaginably perfect. The grass was green, but all I saw. Was flowers.