FANGIRL (one shot)

Fangirl

I softly touch this beautiful light stick in my hand.I join the loud cheer of the crowd and then held my hands up,now I finally belong to this beautiful ocean.My dream ocean.Tears are happily running down my cheeks.This is my beautiful moment in life.I love this ocean so much,I love this fandom and I love this people on stage.Seven men were holding microphone each,they are in their cool shirts and jeans.Too simple for a worldwide popular persons.The loud music starts, it's their first live performance of their new released album.They never changed,they actually the same persons I used to love when I was a teenager fan.

My heart is crying.My boys, my wonderful men.Will always be my men.

I enjoyed this night so much.Thank you! Thank you for being my inspirations way back.. I am very much proud to all of you! That's for a lifetime.. Thank you so much.Thank you.
How I just hope I can tell you this.

I'm still your fan,your adorable fan girl.
And that's why I am in my field,to be your shield.This is my promise because you're my treasure...

I wish you'll know how hard I fall for all of you everyday.I wish you can tell the world I am your forever fan.

The performance ended with their backs in front of us as their last pose..Light's slowly get dimmer until I'm not able to see them.

Next performance is 2 minutes from now..Hope they can rest well after this big event.

Tonight is my first and maybe last attend on their concert.

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Maybe if I'm still the old young me I will be happy.But I'm not that girl anymore..I never imagined I will be in this moment.All I know before is I want them so much,it happened.But why I'm not happy. I wish I could go back to the time I was just an ordinary fangirl.And I promise that never will I wish to be with them, I will be contented with what I am..

But there's no such stupid time machines!
People would only hate me If I tell how much I love these boys.They had a great part in my young life and that's my most beautiful moment in life..if only I can wish to be young forever with them.

I cant and don't have the right to.
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I didn't finish the concert,I went out immediately after their first performance. I'm now on my way to my car.

Hope she won't get mad.I know mom will understand me.

Before getting inside I took my phone on my pocket. I smile looking at my phone's screen,I took some pictures of them a while ago.One picture is taken when they are gracefully dancing and if you can see my fingers were seen in this photo.Finger heart for a lovable creatures.

I drove to the STB building.
And called my mom where are they.

I saw a vandal in this building's wall near the lobby.It remind me of one prettiest thing.

"I'm so right! They'll gonna win over those highest artists!"

"Yeah me too,they're the most talented and beautiful boys I've ever known!"

"Huhuhuhu still I can't believe this is happening but the thought that they are THEM.The best! yay I'm crying."

"So much proud,they really deserve the title. Hard working persons shine!"

"oh I love loveee them more than anyone--"

"Than your family?"

"Ah of course except my family and friends.."

"Ohh hihihi.Do you love me? us?"

"Nah,you're ugly my husbands are more beautiful than you hahahahaha even my bias's dog is cute unlike you! hahahaha ouch!"