I was permitted to change into my clothes since I am going to the cafeteria and am making such swell progress. Once I get my clothes I go to the bathroom, by myself this time, and slip them on. I look into the mirror and see a black shirt with purple writing that says "Falling in Reverse." Hey!! I remember that is one of my favorite bands! I tug on a pair of skinny purple jeans to go with it. I exit the bathroom and sit on the bed to pull on my black converse. At least something's are the same. It will take me a while to become accustomed to reality though. Sigh.
I open the door to find Zach waiting for me. "You're parents decided to go ahead and go to the cafeteria." "I'm not that found of my mom, am I?" I question. He just looks at me for a second, the replies, "Well... not exactly. You two argued a whole lot. You always told me you were convinced she hated you, but lets not talk about that now." I figured. The way she looked at me. I then go into a flash back.
I was on the stairs, with tears brimming I'm my eyes. I could hear my mother yelling at me, and me yelling back. "I WILL SEND YOU BACK TO PARK WOOD." That little. "YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULDN'T. WHAT WOULD DO IT FOR I'VE DONE NOTHING." "You. You never talk about your feelings, your day. NOTHING. " I felt something inside of me snap. "YOU EXPECT ME TO JUST POUR OUT MY FEELINGS TO YOU WHEN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO 'GO BITCH TO SOMEONE ELSE ABOUT MY PROBLEMS.' YEAH. SURE. I don't talk about anything because you yell at me when I do. I'm to negative. All I do is complain. IM SORRY I HATE MY LIFE AND CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! MAYBE I DON'T TALK TO YOU BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN!!!! By now I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and my insides are burning. I'm surprised the neighbors haven't called the cops. She looks down I'm defeat and I see myself walk away.
I snap back into reality, my head is pounding. I stagger to the side. Zach grabs me, "You okay?" "No, we didn't get along all the time, I just got an explosive flashback." I shake my head and stand up straight. "Let's just get something to eat."
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My Shadow
FantasíaSixteen year old Eclipse is running from a man she has never seen. This man is trying to kill her, she calls him "Shadow". She tries to continue living her life with her best friend Tyler. They have gotten closer ever since their parents were murder...
