Kaoru x reader

How it all started

Wo hoo I'm doing this and I'm dedicated this time!
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"The first time I saw him my heart started beating faster,i was still young so this feeling was unknown to my 5 year old mind.
-(n)chan this two will be your friends for now on
My mom said as she pushed me closer to the boys that looked identical. I was expecting something like this that day because of a conversation of my mom and dad I overheard
-I think we should get closer to the hitachiin family,they are just as successful as we are in the fashion industry and the two big names going together will create a stronger business
Dad nodded and continued sketching a dress.
I glared at the two,looked closer into their eyes and sometimes clicked in me,even tho they looked completely identical one made my mind blurry and my heart faster
-what's your name
They asked,matching their every word with each other
-I'm (n)-I pointed at the one standing to my right-who are you
-I'm hikaru
I nodded and looked closely at him,analyzing his every corner,every little detail, then I looked at his brother
-and you?
-I'm kouru
There in went again my heart started pounding again,they looked so similar but the way they looked at others was so different...
That was our meeting,we went to the same school and no matter how much I tried to be nice they both just didn't care about me,they just ignore me but still I'd always go up to them try to speak to them but they just throw me away,some even called me stupid for even trying. This was in middle school
-hey hey, kaoru look! I was wearing the dress you liked for this photoshoot
-ahh is that soo...
That's right a photoshoot, I'm a model but do I really want it?no... I've done everything to make myself the perfect girl that kaoru could love
-you should lose weight,you look chubby-he said and I did
-you should take more care of your skin-he said and I did
-that color doesn't suit you,wear baby pink more often-he said and I did...
I did everything he wanted,honestly everyone would say I'm stupid for this but what could i do? That's what loving someone does to you,you completely ignore everyone and everything just to please that one that you adore so much,from people's point of view there wasn't much to adore but i grew up with him I knew who he actually was
-hmm you should grow out your hair it will look better on you
Kaoru said after I showed him the cover of the magazine
-you think so... that will take so much time...I'll get them done then...
He looked at me up and down and then gave me a smirk
-how is that you do everything i tell you to? Are you really that desperate? I think hikaru wouldn't mind giving you some attention
Hikaru looked at me and gave me the same smirk
-w-what?...you really don't get it don't you
-you can't even tell us apart
Tears started rolling on my face that day as i ran away from the class.The last thing I noticed was his disappointed look. I ran into a small room where no one was but as i was going to close the door someone stopped me
-excuse me beautiful lady, you're (n) (l/n) right?
A tall blonde male reached out his hand to dry up my tears
-my name i~
-I know you're tamaki-kun...tama-kun
Tamaki moved away slightly and gave himself a hug
-you're so adorable!that nick sounds so cute
This didn't look like his play anymore,it looked like he was being his true self
-t-thanks...-I looked away,clearly being nervous because of being in a small room with a handsome male
-ohh sorry,i saw what happened in the class and hope that will get fixed soon but for now... could you please join my club for making females happy?
-w-what? A dating club?
-yes!- he said enthusiastically while holding his fists up
-b-but I'm not lesbian-i could feel my cheeks get red
-I know
-but you still want me to join?
-ohh sorry,I didn't explain
-yahh tama-kun...you should have started with the explanation
-you see (n) chan, we need you as a designer,your skills have been praised for a while now plus you're a beautiful woman that could make other females feel more comfortable around us guys.plus some girls would prefer another girl,maybe not as a partner but as a friend,someone they can talk to
-what's there for me
-getting closer to kaoru hitachiin

I woke up and slowly reminded myself about the dream i had... everything that happened. I'm in high school now...and joining the club was something I'll never regret as i was able to see the side of kaoru i loved so much again ...
But at the same time...why the f*** are this two acting like lovers? This is just so~ i stopped myself from thinking as I felt heath on my face
-hey (n) chan are you okay?
Asked one of my clients
-ahh yes sweet heart-i leaned in closer and lifted her hand up to my heart-how could I feel bad when I'm here with such a dear friend of mine
Well this was my life for now on and honestly it was enjoyable until this one girl joined...haruhi... haruhi was an adorable person that i still love so much but the attention kaoru was giving her was unbearable for me,he never gave me this attention and it hurt me a lot
The day she joined us me and kyoya were the first to realize that she was a female,after that i saw that kaoru started treating her so well... better then he ever treated me. I loved haruhi,I'd consider her my only real female friend but I hated the attention kaoru gave her"
(N) closed her diary and put it on her desk,they were on the beach the rain poured as the lightning struck harder and harder. The pain was slowly getting unbearable for her,that day she saw how much the twins were ready to risk for her as they fought the guys that threw haruhi in the water, honestly the fact that her and kyoya had to make them stop was annoying.the small girl heard a nock and she stoop up
-come in!
The door opened and a black haired male walked in
-ahh kyoya it's you-her and the tall male got along very well,she was just as serious as him when it came to work and he respected it-what's wrong?
-your outfit is very sexual to be talking to a male this calmly right now...do I have to give another lesson?
Surely she was wearing a short,light blue night dress that hardly covered her bum,it had lace around the chest area and matching underwear
-really? Don't tell me that you care. It's not like you haven't forced me to wear more revealing clothes for your marketing,I could count that as assault and report you
-hah... I'm a criminal now?-kyoya looked around and noticed her diary,he quickly grabbed it and flipped the pages.(n) didn't look like she cared much so she just rolled on her bed
-there's nothing there that you don't know about me
-yahh i see it's all about kaoru
-by the way what are you doing here?
-ahh haruhi and tamaki are in my room so I just decided that coming here would be the least annoying
-ehh...you left that pervert alone with her?-she said calmly as she looked up at him
-move a little I'll seat here for a while
-you're way to comfortable with me kyo-kun
He set down and looked her in the eyes
-why don't you tell him?
-he'll just think it's for the looks...no matter what i do I can't explain why I'm able to tell them apart so there's no point in trying to prove that...
She finished her words and kyoya laid down next to her
-you're gonna cry now aren't you...
She didn't say anything knowing that he was right
-come here-he put his hand around her and berried her face in his chest-you can cry now.im not this kind to everyone you know
Truly he respected her and loved her as a friend,a sister.(n) knew there was no hiding anything from him so she just let her emotions take over
-heyyy (n)channnn! We still have crabs,you didn't eat mu~- the door opened and the voice stopped right away-sorry I interrupted...
-kaoru this is n-kyoya couldn't finish as kaoru just ran away,kyoya got up to follow him if not her little hands
grabbing onto his shirt to stop him
-there's really no use...

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As you guys already know by now this one is gonna be more dramatic and longer and hopefully better then the previous one 🖤