My Vampire Mate

Chapter 4

***Kraven's POV***

I wish Amanda would get her hands off of me. I hate the way she clings to me. I mean yeah she's a fuck buddy but that's all and she knows it. I'm a very straightforward kinda guy so I let her know what was up before we even began. That was about 2 years ago you would think she would not get a clue and jump off my dick. No feelings just sex. Hell I can't even stand her. She's annoying in every way. It's just that everybody around us are all mated together. See with my kind... vampires there's this feeling that happens when you find your soulmate. You can't live without them. Its like you become whole and everything makes sense. You actually become more powerful then if you were alone. Unfortunately I have not yet found mine mate. Amanda lost her mate along time ago about 150 years back. I was always told that when you lose a mate the feeling is unbearable like half of you dies and the pain is excruciating; but if you look at Amanda you wouldn't be able to tell. She doesn't look like she's sad or withdrawn.... nothing she's the opposite she craves attention and craves power. She craves everything that I am.

We pull up in front of Rinaldi's it's a restaurant that we all go to. The owner is one of our familiars which is just the way of saying a human who accepts our kind. We unload from the SUV and begin to walking through the door when suddenly Amanda and Ashton almost get plowed over by a beautiful enchanting creature. The very same creature that has haunted my dreams for the past five years. I looked at her shocked and dumbfounded as Amanda and her exchange words. I just stand there not being able to believe that this woman that I have so intimately dreamt of is now standing in front of me. I know everyone else in my crew is caught off guard as well by the look on their faces. They all know exactly who this woman is to me; I've only painted her a million times. Everyone begins walking in as she holds the door I'm the last because I didn't realize that they were in side until she just stood there staring at me so I quickly adjusted my jacket and followed.

We get to the table and a nice older woman greets us and grabs our drinks. The guys and I start to talk about the beautiful woman from my dreams. None of us being able to believe how this is happening. I mean vampires do have the ability to control minds to a point but to be able to create life out of thin air. I've never heard of that kinda power. We are so engaged in our conversation that I did not realize what was going on until the two girls were laughing as the older waitress walked away. I glared at them. I knew they must have done something they always do. I gave them a cold look and continued with my conversation.

Five minutes later she walked up to the table. No not the older woman but my beautiful enchantress. She looked like she was struggling within herself. Struggling from what I'm not sure. Was she struggling with the feeling that I'm feeling. Like a rope pulling us together. As if the one side of the rope was tied to my heart and the other tied to hers; and if either of us move it will rip and we will bleed to death and die.

Well if that's what your feeling baby then don't struggle. Just jump over onto my lap and I will surrender myself to you. As she's talking she has such self-control. looking around at everybody almost with this steely kind of glare. Now that I really look into her eyes it looks as if she is pissed off. Amanda and my enchantress quickly get into it. It's a tit-for-tat kind of conversation. I'm not stepping in because I love it. I love hearing her talk. I love the fact that she is not scared of Amanda. I love the confidence that is rolling off of her. It's sexy and intimidating. I've never in my life felt this way before about anyone but the way she standing as if she's ready to rip everyone into pieces with her bare hands is literally making my dick twitch.

The conversation has heated up and Amanda is now screaming to see them owner. Daniel comes walking out looking almost sorry. My Beautiful enchantress and him have a few words and head back into the kitchen. We being vampires can hear him talking to her and her response to him not yelling but calculated. They both walk out after a moment. She comes back up to the table and apologizes....well somewhat.

She more like apologized for our behavior that pushed her to behave badly. Which to me was hysterical and I hab to put my hand over my mouth to stifle my laugh. The confidence with in her is intoxicating. Usually I'm the dominant one and I'm the one to be throwing a girl down and rip her clothes off; but in this case I almost feel as if she would throw me down and rip my clothes off. If that's the case bring it on little thing. I would enjoy that.

Actually I'm enjoying the images of it that are popping up in my head right now. I tried to smooth things over with Daniel and with her but then her eyes shifted to me almost killing me with her stare. Oh how sexy it is and she begins to tell me how I'm at fault for not putting my friends in line and how I'm no better than they are and I am the company that I keep and blah blah blah. Every time a word came out of her mouth it was basically inaudible. I can't take my eyes off her enticing mouth. the older woman comes back and we continue on with our dinner. Amanda constantly bringing up my little thing and how disrespectful she was. All I know is that I cannot stop thinking of her. I feel as if I have anxiety and she is my Xanax. I'm calm when I'm around her even if she's yelling and screaming at me and when she leaves I suddenly feel tense again. This is a feeling that I've never felt in my years before her. I can't stand how I've become unbearable within the last 20 minutes. The whole night I just can't stop thinking about her. About her mouth, her hair, her eyes, her hips, those breast that ass. Even her smell and the sound of her voice drive me crazy. It's aggravating me because all I want is her in my arms and her with me forever.

Once we get back to the mansion I have our people dig up anything and everything on my little thing. I'll also have Fredrick one of my wolf protectors flow her. I need to keep tabs on her. I need to know what she's doing at all times and who she is doing it with. I need to understand her.

I NEED TO KNOW HER!