Your POV
Dear Diary
Mark bought this for me like I was a 13 year old girl so I guess I write feelings?
I've been ignoring the feeling I've been getting around Ethan,but each day its getting stronger. I don't want to listen to these feelings because, I'm afraid. I dont want to go through it again.
In this world there's people who you can trust with your heart. They will stay by you til the end,but then there's the people you can't trust. Why will go behind your back and cheat on you. I dont think Ethan will ever cheat on me if we get together,and thats a big if.
I'm just mad at myself. I let my brothers down. (Markimoo has older bro...just if you didnt know) and I let my dad down. I just imagine him looking down at me,and crying. He's crying because he lost the daughter he once knew before he died,and now she's doing stupid shit over a man...that she...loved.... WELP that's all for now Diary.
Sat, Sept 9,17
YO YO YOOOOOOOOOO ITS MYSTIC UP IN WATTPAAAADDD......I'll stop. Sorry I haven't been updating. School is important now since its no longer summer break for me. AND THAT SUCKS SHIT BUT I needs school. I hope you liked this chapter!! BAIIII!!
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How to:Love (CrankGamePlays X Reader)
FanficSEQUEL IS OUTITH Your Marks little sister and you forgot how to love. Your mom sends you to live with mark hoping you will be happy again, but you find way more then happiness. (Warning this book might contain things u might not be comfortable with...
