LOUIS'S POV:
We didn't talk for the rest of the ride home because Mavis didn't want her mom to worry, so she just sat in the passenger side and sobbed quietly. I was holding her hand, trying to get her to relax.
Once we got home we all headed inside and Mavis immediately went straight to the bedroom.
"Goodnight sweetie!" Her mom yelled out to her.
Mavis just closed the door behind her and didn't reply.
"Well I should probably be heading to bed, its getting late" I said before waving her off to bed.
"Have a good sleep love" She said behind me as I went into the room.
I closed the door behind me and turned to see Mavis on the bed curled into a ball crying. I immediately get into the bed and pull her into my chest, rubbing circles on her back.
"Mavis, what's wrong?" I whisper.
"I cant do this" She says crying.
"Why are you saying that?"
"Because, I j-just don't understand ho-ow I'm supposed to carry and take care of a baby resulting from rape" She stutters out.
"Well don't think about it like that" I say wiping her tears.
"How am I supposed to think about it then, Louis? Its exactly the truth! I was raped, and there's nothing that can change that! And thinking about how when it grows up its most likely going to look like him makes me cringe, I cant raise a baby from someone I cant stand!" She shouts sitting up.
"Mavis, please just relax" I whisper hoping her mom hasn't heard her yelling.
"You don't understand what its like Louis, so don't try acting like you do!" She screams tear rushing down her face.
"No you're right I don't know at all what you're feeling right now" I sigh running my hand down my face "But I'm trying to help you"
The room goes quiet and she falls to the ground curling into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably. I go sit beside her, rubbing circles in her back trying to relax her.
"I just don't know what to do, I'm just so scared" She whispers curling up to me and shoving her face into my chest.
"I'm scared too" I say picking her up and placing her on the bed "But I know we can do this together" I say cuddling close to her.
She just nods her head and I can tell she's about to fall asleep. I don't blame her, she's probably exhausted from crying.
To be totally honest, I don't exactly know what's going to end up happening when this baby comes. And yes, I'm scared shitless. I'm no where near ready to be a father. The weird thing is me and Mavis have only been together for three and a half months yet I feel like this is my responsibility, although its not my child. I just need to make sure that she's taken care of.
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"Lou" I hear someone whisper.
"Wake up babe" I begin to feel someone placing kisses up my neck. Mavis.
"What time is it?" I mumble not opening my eyes.
"Half ten" She whispers moving her lips from my neck to my lips.
"What are you doing today?" I ask finally opening my eyes, Mavis laying on top of me.
"Remember, I have a doctors appointment today" She smirks leaning her head on my chest.
