Forgotten and cancer

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning with puff red eyes they where dry you could tell I went to sleep crying. I swung my feet over the side of the bed a felt the cold floor hit my feet. I slowly made my way to the bathroom. I turned the hot water on in the shower. I undressed my self and stepped into the hot shower. It felt good to have the hot water rush against my skin. I stood there just soaking up the heat. I thin decide I should wash my hair. I used strawberry & kiwi shampoo and conditioner. I washed my body with dove. I turned to water off and grabbed for the towel. After drying off I wrapped my self in the towel and walked over to the sink. My white face was very skin from the lack of care. I began brushing my teeth. When I was done I bowled dried and brushed my hair then putting it in a messy bun. I started walking to my closet. I pulled out a pair of red basketball shorts and a black t-shirt. I walked out the closet to the kitchen. I grabbed a banana and a bottle of water and sat on the counter alone in the house to think. What am I talking about I always have time to think. I jumped of the counter and headed to the door grabbing my phone which I guess I left down stairs last night and the keys. I locked the door be hind me and start to walk who know where. I have flip flops on FYI.

I sat down on a park bench and watch little kids play when I have a little girl come up to me.

"I don't know you but a angle told me to come and tell you that you want be alone for much longer" and with that she was off. I stood up and be gain to walk to Starbucks. When I got there I just went and sat in a booth in the back and start crying. I don't know what had gotten over me hear lately.

Niall Provo
I can't believe I forgot my best friend birthday it was yesterday.Great! I tried to look her up on twitter but all I could was forgottenwithcancer_amber. I look at it. No pictures of the girl so I have no clue but I read all the tweets. Her first tweet was-

My name is Amber. My best friend left and forgot me. My mother died not to long after that. It's only my dad and I. But to top thAt all off I am dieing with cancer.

Well I knew it was not her because her mom is alive and she does not have cancer. I'm looking at her page now and their a new tweet like just posted now. It is.

Well I'm all alone now! My dad died yesterday so all along! To make things worst is he died on my birthday. I saw them pull the plug!

I just want to break apart. I locked my phone because I was now at Starbucks. I walk in and order. I saw a girl in the back crying. I'm home for awhile. I sat down across from her. She looked up. She reminded me of someone but could not put my finger on it. I was bout to say something but my name was called or the fake name I gave them. (Albert) I walked and grabbed it and walk back and sat in front of her.

"Hi" is all I said

Amber Provo

"Hi" the guy Albert said?
I just staid at him for a few mins.

"Uhmm why are you crying?" Albert

"Just everything is messed up."

"You could tell me and by the way my name is not Albert" Niall

"Then why did you give him that name?"

"Because I don't want screaming fans all over me!" Niall

"What do you mean by scream fans?"

"I'm Niall horan from one direction!" Niall

I tear fell from my eye I felt the anger build up and the thought of him forgetting me! I stood up and walked out the store. He does not know its me and it better that way. It's just going to hurt me even more if I let him come in and then leave. Because it seems that what ever body does.

I was grabbed by the arm and turned around to face the guy who used to be my best friend I was now crying. He had my arm tight. I took my other hand and slapped him across the face and he let go.

"How dare you forget about me then think you can just walk your way back in it!"

"What are you talking about?" Niall

"Amber your best friend that me. After you left my mother died then cancer came to me and my birthday yesterday my dad died. Now you think you can just enter back in my life NIALL JAMES HORAN!"

"Amber?" Niall

"YES AMBER!"
I turned around and started walking fast. He grabbed me." LET GO OF ME!"

" NO!" Niall. He turn me around now holding my arms. He took his glasses of and held both my arms again.

"You really think I forgot about you!" Niall

"Why you never call or visit like you told me you would!"

"I'm sorry I got caught up..." Niall

"Being famous! So famous that you forgot your on best friend!"

"I'm sorry!" Niall

I was in tears now.it felt like a waterfall was falling from my face. I felt as my legs would slid from underneath me. Niall pulled me in to a hug. "I'm sorry I should have called or text you hi." Niall I just keep letting the tears fall. We where in the middle of the rood. Surprisingly no one was on the rood just us. He kiss my forehead.

"I'm all alone! All I want was my best friend. My walls start to crashed down when mama died. It fell completely when I was told I had cancer. Now my dad is dead and I'm left alone! No one!"

"I'm here now! I wish I would have knew!" Niall

"You would if you would have just called or text. What happens when you leave again. Your here for now but not forever then you will forget me again."

"Not this time" Niall

A black van drove up beside us and the door open. I got scared and I think Niall could tell because he gave me a kiss on the forehead and then hopped in the car then holding his hand out for me to take. I did so and hopped in to be greeted by four other lads. Harry, Zayn, Liam, and Louis with Paul driving.

It was quiet the hole ride to the flat they where staying at which was Maura flat. I have not been here since I was 15 or 16. Bout the time I was told I had cancer and my mom died. Ya I have had cancer for awhile but it didn't get that bad till like last year. Niall was holding my hand and we got out the car and start to walk inside when I stopped and Niall was kinda jerked back.

"What's wrong?" Niall

The other lads look back at me.

"This is where I was told my mum died. I was coming to visit your mum and Greg and I got a call that she had died. That's the last time I was here and it brings back members that I can never take back!"

Niall walk to me a gave me a big hug.
"It's all right I'm here now and forever. I want leave you to fight hard times." Niall

"Niall I am fighting hard times!"

"What does she mean lad?" Zayn

"My dad died yesterday and he's all that I had. Plus it was my birthday....."

"I'm sorry! We are here for you too!" Zayn

The other guys shock there heads.

"That's not all" Niall

"What do you mean Ni?" Louis

"I-I have can-cancer! Stage 4 breast cancer!"

There faces changed I was then had hugs from every direction.

"I thought yall where called one direction not every direction."

They all laughed. The door open and Maura stepped out. The boys stepped away to let me breath Niall still holding my hand which did not mind because we used to always hold hands. Maura saw me and........................