Roomates? *EDITING*

Part 1: Moving In

(A/N:This a mature story, it will have some strong language, violence, and sexual activity. I hope you guys enjoy this story. This is my very first story.)

Sitting on a towel enjoying the peace and quiet for a little. Feeling the sand between my toes and hearing the waves crash along the shore line. There is no one around me, it's just well only me. Except maybe a few seagulls flying around. But sitting here just gathering all my thoughts; thinking about my life at the moment.

I live in New Jersey, down at the Jersey Shore of course. My mind goes blank cause of all of my thoughts are everywhere. I hold my legs close to my chest staring straight at the sunset on the Delaware Bay. While some small tears shed down my cheeks. I cover my face with my hands breathing heavily while crying. You see I have so much going on in my life right now where I just want to be happy and be free. This spot calms me down, since no one bothers me at all. I can just be at peace and escape from reality at least for only a little, so I can breathe...

I live with my parents still college is coming up now so I'll be living at school again. My mom is loving, caring, and she treats me so good but unlike my father. Note how I just say father unlike dad. That's just what I call him. Her and I deal with my father on a everyday basis. I don't know how she puts up with him everyday. Since he drinks every day and night. My parents argue all the time, almost whenever I am in my room or in another room. But if I do something that pisses my father off he hurts me physically and emotionally. My mom doesn't know though. I just don't want to tell her and have him hurt her instead of me. Who knows what he could do. So I just suffer through the pain.

I didn't have many friends in high school and I wanted to try keep my life private between the little friends I had. Also, I did date in high school but I then would have my heart broken in the process. I continued to hold my legs to my chest, while small tears continue to go down my rosey cheeks. I look at the sunset still, until it almost goes completely down.

"The sun symbolizes the face that the world will see. The power to meet the challenges in their every day life."

I just want to be happy instead of feeling like this, kind of feeling I have continuously. I feel so worthless.

After a while the sun finally sets. I got up and picked up my towel. I walk back to my Jeep Wrangler while it was still light out. I worked hard for my Jeep, it took every penny I had for it. It was all worth it, cause it makes me happy to say the least, that I did something good for myself. I throw my towel in the backseat and I was about to drive off.

*phone rings*
I grab my phone from the cup holder and answer it while I was driving. It stopped my music since I had it connected to the bluetooth. It was my mom calling, "Hello.." I said. "Honey, when are you coming home? I just got home and you weren't here. I just wanna know if you are okay?" I roll my eyes. "I am fine mom. I am driving, look I don't wanna be on my phone. I am coming back home now okay." I spoke. "Okay honey bye." "Bye." I hung up my phone and continue driving back home.

I arrived at home and pulled into the driveway to park. I closed my car door and walk inside. I thought to myself just walk straight into your room without seeing my mom cause she would notice I was probably crying and from what my father did to me. We got into an argument and he back handed me in the face to get me to be quiet. I head into the house and walk up the stairs heading into my room. I walk in and close the door behind me. I throw my keys on the night stand and my purse on the floor. I lay on the bed and look at the ceiling. After awhile I started to feel tired cause my eyes hurt so much from crying. I even thought I have things to get done but I'll end up doing them tomorrow. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.