A Rant

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Why, instead of having a memorible set of digits like 911, the suicide helpline is an entire toll line?

And there's so many numbers to all kinds of help, all so long, of course we're not going to call alot. How can we call if we don't know it? Not everyone has it on speed dial or stamped in their heads.

Make it easier goddamnit, imagine how many lives would be saved by just shortening the crisis number.

And why do so many people complain about therapy? If you have it you probably fucking need it. You only hate it because it goes against what you're used to but you need to realize that what you're used isn't healthy. Sleeping all day, eating too much or too little, staying in your room all day, and all that shit isn't healthy.

Therapy is supposed to help you get out of that, it's supposed open your fucking eyes to how shit you're doing. Doesn't it ever cross you that improving what you do makes you feel better? Doesn't it ever cross you that you're lucky to have such help while there miles of people who would kill to have what you do?

And why do many people whine about their depression? It's not a good thing to bring up casually, you know that right? Like, shit, I know it fucking sucks but stop casually bringing it up. It's not good to do. Because when you are in a seriously bad state then no one will believe you. Sometimes it's fine, yeah, but everyday is ridiculous.

I'm betting that most people doing that aren't even depressed. I say that as someone who is depressed.

And quit bringing up cutting as an okay thing. It's fucking not okay.

My therapist told me about how in her daughter's school, cutting was fucking popular last year.

Doesn't that fucking sicken you? Doesn't that anger or sadden you?

FUCK.

okay I'm done

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