Addiction//Jonah Marais

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IM SO SORRY! I'm not dead I just didn't update cause I was on holiday and didn't have time to write. I will try and be the most active I can so enjoy!❤️

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*Jonah's POV*

"H-hello"

"Don't worry boy am not gonna bite" ~ Mr. O'Conner I then realised how much of a strong Irish accent Noëlle's dad had, that's why some words she said was Irish.

"O-okay" ~ I say still nervous and I don't know why

"I just wanted to say thank you, from the bottom of me heart, thank you for taking care of her" ~ Mr. O'Conner

"It the least I could do mr. O'Conner, I care about her a lot"

"Call me Micheal and don't stop caring until the day the dies, even if it's not in the way you feel now. She's been through a lot and needs someone there for her. She's a feckin tough cookie to crack my boy, she is strong and didn't let things get to her. So when it does be there for her" ~ Micheal continued to say.

"What do you mean 'she has been through a lot?" 

"She hasn't told you what?no?" ~ Micheal

"Um no"

"Of course she hasn't" ~ Micheal mumbled under his breath in disappointment.

"Well when she does just be ready and comfort her, don't force anything on her" ~ Micheal

"I won't Micheal"

"Well you two have my blessing" ~ Micheal 

"Thank you very much"

"Goodbye laddy, say safe" ~ Micheal 

"Goodbye Micheal"

I hung up the phone and did a fist in the air and said "yes". He approved of me, I looked down to see how much I was sweating. I went back to Noëlle with a worried look.

"Don't worry, he said he has given us his blessing"

She looked up at my and had the biggest smile on her face, she jumped from her seat and hugged me. I swung her around in my arms and I heard her laughing, I could listen to Noëlle's laugh on repeat it's beautiful and very contagious. I put her down and we are still hugging, she looks up to me and says.

"I really love you" ~ Noëlle

"I really love you too" ~ I says while smiling.

She laughs and rolls her eyes, her stunning blue and green eyes. I'm starting to think she is getting more gorgeous everyday. I forget everything and kiss her and she kisses back.

I pull away because we are in a hospital. I just look into her eyes like we always do but I can't help it. I remember what her dad says 'she has been through a lot' and it's playing over and over again in my head but I don't want to force anything on her.

I try and think what it could be, maybe a pass relationship, or her school years. I start to think and then something pops up in my mind, she never talks about her mum, it just be about her. 

We sit back down and just sit in silence.

"Can I talk to you later, I think it's the right time to tell you since my dad has said okay" ~ Noëlle

This must be it.

"Whatever it is just remember I'm here for you and you can tell me anything"

She leans her head on my shoulder and just sit like that's what's feels like hours.

*Time skip to the bus*

*Noëlle's POV*

We get to the bus and I head to jonahs bunk with him following behind me, I was ready to tell him something very important in my life. We sit on his bed.

"Okay here goes..."

"When I was younger my mum passed away from cancer" ~ I say and sit in silence for a second just taking in what I said, this is something big for me.

Jonah just puts his arm around my waist.

"I don't tell anyone straight away because I don't want them to feel sorry for me and then be friends with me just because of that. I've grown up with guys so basically I've been growing up liking sports like football(soccer) and rugby. Hating makeup, that's why I wear none, I always think if my mum was still with me how different I would be"

"You are perfect the way you are don't think otherwise" ~ Jonah

"Thank you, so anyway, it was hard in secondary school as all the girls my age would be with there mum buying clothes or doing stuff with them and buying makeup. I just thought I was the odd one out, they always had a mum to turn too and I didn't" ~ I say tearing up a little cause Jonah to hold on tighter to me.

"Because the way I acted was more a boy way and I wasn't like other girls I was bullied a lot, I was them focused on trying to be like them, I tried to buy new clothes to fit in but I didn't feel comfortable acting like them cause it wasn't me. I have one scar of where they hit me once" ~ I said as I lifted up my shirt showing him my back, honestly I'm surprised he hasn't noticed.

"They main bully was-was meant to be my best friend, we grew up together then all of a sudden being all different it was horrible, I started to get depressed but I didn't cut or anything. At the time time at home for me just wasn't good, didn't have money and lots more" ~ I say taking a break to think.

"So me and my family are very close even though there are a lot of us so leaving them was very difficult but I have you now and I very grateful" ~ I say while putting my news in jonahs chest.

I look at him and he smiles, he puts a strand of hair behind my ear and put in this forehead on mine to make out noses touching aswell.

"I love you and there is nothing in this world that woukd make me think other wise" ~ Jonah

I just kiss him in return and then hug him.

"I love you so much I don't know what I did to deserve you"

He lifts up my chin and kisses me again.

"Can you tell the guys please and like get corbyn on call or something" ~ I say and chuckle a bit.

"Of course, do you wanna come or not?" ~ Jonah

"Can I just stay here?" 

"Yes" ~ Jonah

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