Addiction//Jonah Marais

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*Noëlle's POV*

Today's the day me and Jonah tell the fans about us, even though the photo of us kissing was leaked we told them we weren't kissing it just looked like it. I honestly don't know what emotions to feel excited or scared, I'm lost. I checked my phone and liked a few edits people made, I then went onto my tags and it was a photo of me and Jonah in our date yesterday. One that we didn't take, it was from the bushes were I heard the photo and the sounds come from.

After a long time of searching of where the original photo came from, my eyes filled up with tears. It was the @ihatenoëlle account.

(Pretend there was a photo of the date they were on yesterday and them there, and he photo being taken from a different angle)

132,455 likes 

@ Ihatenoëlle: look who's on their date. Poor Jonah dating a slut.

tags: Noëlle.oconner  &  jonahmarais

Comments 

Fan1: so cute! Totall ship it😻

Fan2: you are totally right, she obviously uses jonah they aren't even together

Fan3: respect their privacy 

Fan4: hope they are together!!!!

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Thankfully most of them were positive but that's besides the point. I told myself not to look at this account again but I couldn't help it. I went through every photo and managed to find out they were the ones who took the photo of me and Jonah at the hospital.

I've got a stalker.

"You excited about tonight?!" ~ Jonah said from being me, holding my hip and kissing my neck.

"Uh yeah sure" 

I'm trying my best to forget about this but it's really hurting me and I don't want to tell anyone about it.

"What's wrong?" ~ Jonah

"Nothing it's fine" ~ I slightly whisper 

"What?"

"NOTHING" ~ I snapped and I didn't mean to I just was so built up with emotions I took it out on Jonah which I really didn't want to do.

Jonah took a few steps back looking at me in the eye with shock and hurt, it broke my heart. I just sat down and cried not thinking about anyone or anything around me.

Jonah sat next to me and rubbed my back to comfort me but it didn't help.

"Noëlle, you need to tell me know. You've been like his for a few days now, I tried to ignore and let you explain when you felt comfortable but it's not comfortable for me to watch you like this. It's breaking me heart" ~ Jonah

I lifted my head and looked at him. I could tell he really was hurt aswell, I just cried into his chest. When I calmed down I told him everything and showed him the page.

I could see the anger in his eyes.

"Do you have any idea who it is?" ~ Jonah

"No"

"Okay, well next time tell me and we could have sorted it out sooner. I'll show my manager and hopefully he will do something about it. Come here" ~ Jonah

I hugged him tight, really tight he properly couldn't breathe.

"I like to breathe aswell you know" ~ Jonah 

"I didn't know that" ~ I said giggling.

"Let's get ready" ~ Jonah

We got to the venue and got set up ready for the meet and greet. The limelights got let in and we're taking photos with the guys, the usual. This one girl cam up and we're saying hi to the guys and seemed nice.

When it came to the photo I say her asked Jonah to kiss her cheek, which I was ok with. 

"3..2..1!" ~ August 

And when he said one she turned her head and kissed Jonah. Then Jonah hold her waist, WHAT WAS HE DOING, I didn't know if he was just holding it for the kiss or trying to push her off but it lasted to long for my liking.

I walked off, I was so pissed. I went backstage and put in my headphone and sat down, I closed my eyes to ignore everyone. Someone touched my cheek with their thumb, I opened my eyes to see I was crying.

"Eben... what are you doing here your meant to be out there"

"I saw what happened I can't just leave you here" ~ Eben

 "Why did he do it" ~ I look at eben straight in the eyes to get an answer out of him.

"I'm not sure why he did it. But the only way you are gonna get an answer is talking to him" ~ Eben

"Talk to him... that's good joke" ~ I pretend laugh

"Noëlle I'm being serious" ~ Eben

"He is talking to me first, end of" 

"Alright but remember I'm here" ~ Eben

"Thanks bro" ~ I stand up and hug him.

When I hug him I see Jonah, I give him a glare before walking away again. He started to run after me when eben stopped him.

"Give her time" ~ Eben

"but bu-" ~ Jonah

"JONAH I said GIVE   HER    TIME, she hurt it's going to take a awhile to regain that trust" ~ Eben

He put his head down and all I can do is feel sorry for him, no I need to snap out of it. HE. HURT. ME. But it wouldn't sink in, I'm never good at this. He walked back to his meet and greet but corbyn push past him.

I've never seen him this mad before.

"Corbyn slow down"

"How can I slow down HE JUST KISSED ANOTHER GIRL!" ~ Corbyn yelled causing everyone to look at us.

I just stood there.

"He's left my best friend sad which he isn't going get away with" ~ Corbyn

"You seem more mad than me" 

"Yes because after you left he was still kissing her, but it's not like she was holding it, HE WAS!" ~ Corbyn

Hearing that broke my heart completely. I sat down with a blank stare.

"Sorry...I di... didn't-" ~ Corbyn 

"No, thank you"

It was happening again my breathing became heavier and harder. I couldn't catch my breathe and Jonah isn't here to help. Corbyn was just panicking himself about me having a panic attack.

Before I knew it, I was out.

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