Thugs have secrets too!

Mommy&Daddy..

August came back with the baby, and sat down pretty close to me; actually leaving no space In between my leg and his.
August: it's a girl, omg I'm going to spoil my princess. *wipes fake tear*
Me: can we name her Aaliyah or Abby?
August: Abby is a nickname, so Aaliyah it is.
Me: Aaliyah, Angelique, and August aww how cute. *in my mind thinking we would have a beautiful family*
August: *chuckles* daddies little girl.
Me: boy, please you are a little boy nothing you can do to me or do for me.
August: I can change your world in a matter of nights.
Me: oh I know, that's how we got Aaliyah, anyways tell bout your self Mr. August.
August: well, comes to find out I'm father to this beautiful baby girl, princess. I am a honor student hope to get out the hood & stop the things I'm doing & becoming a business man & be in the NBA. I do want a family,'I hope to be blessed, alive & successful and be the best man to my wife & 21 kids. *He laughs*
Me: well, sir you have a good head on your shoulders so if that's what you want go get it.but what is the thing you wanna stop doing?
August: that's another story for another day, but everything I own came from that everything from my franchise to my mothers house and mines.
Me: you got moneeeyyyyy. Lol, no I'm not one who wants you for your money so don't get that idea. But yeah I wanna be a business woman too, a pediatrician, and mother/wife. I wanna be successful, bless, and alive to watch everything I worked for grow & watch my kids have grandkids. I just wanna be a girl out the ghetto who life changed completely.
August: nods his head I'm response, prime example of my wife & woman.
Me: whateva, boy you can't handle something like this * I said gesturing to myself* he smiles & laughs* *j just want to kiss him all over.*

AUGUST POV

Damn, Angelique is really beautiful & cool. What am I thinking I have a girlfriend! I thought. I walk out of class into the hallway & she is talking to this guy, no pressure. Then she kisses him, blood is boiling. I love her, that's what makes it worse. Mama was right! I walk over and tap her, she just says "we over" and goes to kisses him. I don't want to let her go that easy so I breathe in & out deeply. "Deja, so everything we been thru it's over like that?" *crowds forms* "it been over before it even started, I don't love you I just wanted your money" I walked away, I wanted to cry. But shit, I gotta make this money!
I'm a druglord, kingpin, boss, whatever you wanna call it. My dad is sick and left it over to me, if he dies. But if he gets better he coming back & I'll be his right hand man. But anyways I walk into the trap check the money & rooms daddy ain't raise a dummy or fool neither did ma. I checked the balanced everything is fine, next stop hospital.
Walking into the hospital always gives me a gut feeling like its sickens me. I love pops. I ain't have no dead beat pops he actually cared beat my ass & ain't take no shit outta me & my twin brothers. This hard seeing him like this I just wish he get better. I don't wanna do drugs or oversee them I guess. I walk In his room. "wassup yungin, or like y'all Chiren say it what's poppin 5" pops is a true clown at heart, don't tell him he funny cause he gonna get big headed and shit. "'Nothing 5, but na I just came from the trap; everything going smooth like you left it. But shit, I mean man my girl just kissed another dude infront my face like that fucking shit ain't cool, pops I really loved this girl & you know what she tells I just want your money. My mind was in attack mode, but rule #1 never put your hands on a women. He shakes his head "I know son, that's why you never tel anybody what you got at home son. I wish I can take you to the lake and talk to you but son I think god wants me this cancer getting worse. As soon as those words came out so did the tears, the ones I promised to never let fall I can't do this! Pops is my man my fucking bestfriend, shit my nigga who taught me how to Dick a girl down, my nigga who caught me having sex & kept it going like it usual. He says " I love you & you being my first son I want you to take care of the twins & the baby on the way" oh yeah moms pregnant. Just cause he a lil old man don't mean he don't be beating moms out the frame if you know what I mean. I know cause I hear them all the time, I think moms came gave him some up in here. No offense but moms is my daddy lil freak. Any where they getting it on, that's what happened when your in love after 30/40 years & happily married. But anyways pops laughed, and said he want me to go because moms bringing him his cake. See what I mean? & the nerve of my mama to come smiling. I ask "ma where the cake?" "Mind your damn business, get out I bought cake for your daddy not you.""aye lil mama lower your voice talking to my son before you be paralyzed forever""I'm sorry mama baby, it's the horomones & it won't happen again daddy" Nasty asses. "Now leave boy, before I whoop your ass & tell your brother I'll call when I want them to come by" walks out but I hear my daddy slaps my mama ass. Lord just please, please let my dad get better & then get another house. I don't wanna hear them fucking,sexing,making love everyday he get out the hospital.
I go home & pull out my phone.

TEXTING...

Deja: hey, sorry for that in the hall way today but I don't see myself for you.. I think I'm too good for you & you just not my type. Well I wanted to break all tides, because my boyfriend told me too.

Me: okay,cool. Wish you the best, and you were too good for me. You deserve better & that's your boyfriend right?

Deja:yeah, he is my prince.. I love him, bye. Don't reply!

She love him, tuah. I text Angelique she's really beautiful I never noticed.

Me: bestttie *ghetto girl text*

Angelique: wassssuppppppp *pops the p, ghetto girl style* lol. I'm super bored thanks for saving me from my death. Wyd?

Me: nothing, just came home from visiting pops, and still getting over this break up.

Angelique: I was trying to get to you but when I got you, you was already gone. You have me bestie! #teamlobelyforever

Me: thought you had a boyfriend?

Angelique: you thought wrong..

Me: aww, twinzzzieesss we lonely together.

Angelique:😂, anyways boy when is you coming get this baby? She is driving me & it's been a couple hours.

Me: text me your address

Angelique: I hope you not a stalker type.....555 Jefferson Davis dr.

Me: na, i aint a stalker but ima come over & help you with be the baby if it's cool with your moms.

Angelique: she's fine with boys coming over long as she can see us! #babygirl

Me: na, I'm on my way. But she just cares.

Angelique: don't text & drive your baby needs you okay call me when your outside.

*pulls up out side, call her*

*she comes outside*

Come in..

Let the parenting begin..