I Want Kellin For Myself

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So. . . . . When you're reading this. . . . . . . . You might be saying, "what and/or why the fuck it this going on?" Or "what the actual fuck?" Or "what is going on in this person's head?"

And I say to that.

Kellic. And then me! I'm there. For. . . . . . . . Reasons. Anyway. . . . . . . . . You can start to read now. Good luck!

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Vic's POV

I look at Kellin and Iris. I'm jealous of her. I want Kellin for myself. They look like they're enjoying each others company. Like they love each other. This can't happen.

Kellin. Will. Be. Mine.

Iris's (mwez :3) POV

I look into Kellins eyes as he speaks. When I do, his words become silent to me. I get lost in his beautiful, green eye. I can see he's speaking but I can't hear his words. "Iris! Hey, are you listening to me?" He says and snaps be back to reality. "S-sorry, I was. . . . . ." How the fuck do I explain this? "I was honestly getting lost in you're eye." Why the fuck did you say that?

He looks down and laughs. I can see he's blushing a bit. He looks back up. "I really don't know what to say to that." I shrug. "I don't know either." I say. It goes silent for a moment. Then Kellin looks into my eyes and does what I did to him. He puts his hand on ny cheek.

"THIS CANT HAPPEN!" A voice yells. Its Vic. I know that voice anywhere. Kellin takes his hand off my cheek. "What can't happen?" Kellin ask. "You two!" He says. Kellin looks at me, "I'll be back." He says and stands up. Nooo don't gooo I say in my mind.

Kellins POV

Me and Vic girl behind the tour bus to speak. "What the fuck is going on, Vic?" I say angrily. "I. . . ." He says, twiddling his thumbs. "I just. . . .want you for myself. I'm jealous." He admits. I don't know what to say. I don't like him like that. All those time I kissed him was on camera for the fans. . . And I guess him. "I. . I don't-" he cuts me off by kissing me. I quickly pull away from him. "Vic I. . . I love Iris. I don't love you like that." I pause, "You're my best friend. You're like my brother." I say.

A look full of sadness and disappointment fills his face. "I. . Understand." He say. He's about to cry, I can tell. "I'll just go hang with the guys I guess." He says and walks onto Pierce The Viel's tour bus.

Vic's POV

I love Kellin. I really do. Iris is also my friend though. I forgot about that. I can't hurt myself more. I can't. It won't solve this. It would just make Kellin upset and I can't stand seeing him upset.

I sit in my bed. Thinking about what I just did moments ago. I put my head in my hands and cry. "I really love you Kellin. Can't you see that?" I say between sobs. Mike walks into the room.

"Hey, um, Vic. Kellin told me what happened." He says and sits next to me. "Are you. . . Okay, even in the slightest?" He ask and places a hand on my shoulder. "I feel like every fangirl ever." I say. Now I understand my fans pain. I am so sorry.

Kellins POV
(Same time as when Vic got on the tour bus.)

I put my hands in my pocket and sigh. "What's up with Vic?" Mike ask. "He confessed his love for me and I rejected him. Is he alright?" I ask, worry starts to run through me. "I'll have to go check on him." Mike says. "I'll be back at Iris if you need me." I say.

I walk back over to Iris. "Is Vic alright?" She ask. I shrug as I sit down. "I don't really know. Mike's checking up on him." I say. Iris hugs me. "Its all going to work itself out." She says and pulls away. "Hopefully." I say. "I just, feel kind of bad that I rejected him. I mean I don't like him like that but his hurt look was just. . . . Depressing." I say. "I know how that is." She says and leans her head on my shoulder. "He's going to be okay, eventually, hopefully." She says. I agree with her. He's going to find someone he is perfect with.

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So. . . . . How do you feel now if you read all that?

Yeah. . . . . MY HEART HURTS!

Like, I wrote this and every time I write something about me and Kellin or even read it my hear hurt andlikeitsjustbadandidontlikethefeelingandimightstartcryingrightnow.

Yep, there's a tear.

I'm not partially crying because I'm sad right now. I'm partially crying because KELLIN IS SO FUCKING SWEET IT MAKES ME CRYYYY.

*Sighs*

Why do I do this to myself?

Anyway.
Stay sad, but not too sad. Bye.

^Social Repose's outro thing^

Also, I didn't realize it took me an hour to write this.

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