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⭐️ Bae Jinyoung (Part 1) ⭐️

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-Ex's and Shows-

seeing jinyoung from the distance, you quickly took off your uniform and placed it in your locker. you finished your shift at the cafe, and jinyoung wanted to talk to you about something. you saw him, fiddling with his fingers as he gripped your favourite drink.

you walked over, flashing him a smile. he seemed a little nervous. he gave you a small smile.

"h-hey.." you say, "are you okay?"

"look, y/n.. i.." jinyoung took a deep breath, "i don't think this is working out.. i have to go and do my show.. and we're acting as friends.. i'm sorry y/n."

your foot stepped back. your heart broke.

oh. you thought. of course.

jinyoung would be moving in the produce 101 dorms, and produce 101 season 2 would where he would start pursuing his dreams. and he was right. the skinship- wasn't there. the i love you's- they weren't there either.

"i'm sorry." you say, taking the drink from his hand. "well.. good luck. thanks for the good times.. jinyoung.."

jinyoung.

the name you would call him whenever you were upset, worried, mad..

of course, you were all of those emotions. because you called him jinyoung.

jinyoung stood up, his tall figure hovering above you. he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you in his chest.

"i love you y/n... goodbye." were his last words.

"who are you voting for?" y/b/f/n threw popcorn into her mouth. you both were watching produce 101, she wouldn't stop talking about it. she convinced you to watch it, but she had no idea that jinyoung was in it.

"i have no idea.." you say, "they're all pretty good.. maybe park jihoon."

"hey, y/n?" y/b/f/n asked, her eyebrows perking up. you looked at her before the screen. "isn't that.. jinyoung?"

"j-jinyoung? o-oh yeah.." you stuttered, looking at him. he was still a shy person. you could tell. whenever he was shy or insecure, you would always rub his back and whisper soothing words, which made his confidence go up.

"w-why is he there? did he leave you for that show?"

"why are we talking about this?" you say, "our break up was four months ago.."

"you never told me why he broke up with you.." y/b/f/n said, "did he tell you why?"

"i don't think this is working out.. i have to go and do my show.. and we're acting as friends.. i'm sorry y/n."

"h-he uh... chose to do produce 101. it's okay, he wanted his career." you say, "let's uh, move on."

saturday: 11:25am

"order thirty two!" you shout as you put the coffee and cake on the counter, the customer picking it up. "kamsahamnida!"

you sighed before heading to the cash register.

"how may i help today?" you say.

the boy glanced at your name tag: y/n.

"could i get two coffees, all with cream and sugar?" the boy politely asked.

you nodded, "anything else?"

"no thank you."

"alright." you say, "two thousand won, please." you looked at up and stared at him blankly.

"here." he handed you the money. you gripped the money.

time stopped.

you both were looking at each other. staring. it was awkward.

"y/n.." you gave him the change.

bae jinyoung?

no, it couldn't be. you thought. you're just hallucinating. obviously.

"here's the change. please wait." you say.

"y/n, wait-"

"what do you want?" you asked, turning around. "i said, please wait over there. your order-"

"y/n. stop." jinyoung stared at you. and you did the same. his eyes went dull. you gulped, fully looking at him.

"jinyoung, i don't have time for this." you say, grabbing coffee cups.

"please. i want to talk."

you laughed bitterly. you had no reason to be pissed off, but meeting your ex didn't please you. at all. and now, you found yourself falling in love, again. despite the fact you were bitter.

"talk? jinyoung, you're busy. and you left me." you said, "it's been.. what, four months? and now you're desperate?"

"hear me out," jinyoung looked at you. your eyes were full of sadness.

"jinyoung... here isn't the best place.. please.. just.. leave me alone." your heart shattered at your own words. you began to make the coffee, the tense atmosphere surrounding you and jinyoung.

"why won't you give me a chance?" jinyoung asked. "i didn't expect you to work here. i thought you would still be crying. i have a few days break to see parents, which is why i'm here. even today y/n, i still think about you. if you're okay. if you're eating. i was so nervous for the evaluation. whenever i was scared, you were there. i missed the feeling.."

"i'm sorry."

you went to the end counter and gave him the coffee. "we'll talk another time."

it hurt. that he still thought of you. and he was right. you cried non-stop. small little things reminded you of jinyoung.

"y/n- i hope you know that-"

"i still love you." jinyoung grabbed the coffee as he walked out. glancing at you when you turned around.