My forgotten love

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She laid there so still. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I lied to her and the truth hurt her. She's here laying on a hospital bed wearing a gown that isn't hers. She's pale, the pink tint in her cheeks faint. My little girl wasn't smiling, dancing, or being herself, she was just still. She had been on the verge of death, I had yelled at her, I had lied to her. What if I had told her from the beginning? What if I hadn't sped up? What if Zayn hadn't been there? What if we had just gone somewhere else? I hated seeing my baby here. I kneeled beside her and just broke. Everything I had been feeling, all the tears they just left. I couldn't hold it in anymore, my daughter had almost died because I didn't tell her the truth. What if she woke up hating me? What if she never wanted to talk to me again? Let alone see me? I took her hand in mine I just sat there with tears streaming down my face. I felt a small squeeze on my fingers. I looked at Tori, her eyes cautiously opening. She looked at me,"Mommy!" She smiled I hugged her while I started to cry again. "Thank you fo saving me. I'm Sowwy, I love you!!" I just hugged her tighter,"I love you baby girl." I pushed the button that called the nurses. A nurse said she and a doctor would show up soon. "My chest hurts mommy." "We have to tell the doctor okay, he can help." A young woman came in with guy maybe in his mid thirties. The woman spoke first. "I'm Dr. Shelley and I'll be Tori's doctor until she leaves. I'm just going to ask her a few questions." I nodded and she asked Tori how she felt and if anything hurt simple things like that." When can I leave?" " As soon as you're completely better." The doctor and nurse left, "Can I see Zay and daddy?" I nodded I walked out to hear two guys arguing in the hall. "Tori is my daughter if I can't see her you have no right to either!" Zayn shouted "I'm not going to leave, whether you like it or not I think of Tori and Zay as my own and I'll be here for them." Cam replied. "Where's Zay?"
"Hewe mommy" he jumped on me "How's Towi???!" I picked him up "A lot better she wants to see you. I opened the room for him. "TOWI!!" "ZAY!!" I sat him in the bed with Tori. He hugged her and she started crying. "I love you sissy." She just hugged him tighter. "I'll be right back" I walked outside, "Why don't you understand  that my kids will never think of you as their father." Zayn glared at Cameron. "Zayn that's enough." "I'm just stating facts." "If you really care your daughter wants to see you." He walked into the room, and Cam looked at me. "Hey." "Hi." "How are you coping." I looked into his eyes they were filled with worry. "I'm not sure." "Well I'm here for you," he wrapped his arms around me "Remember that." I buried my face in his shirt and just cried. "Lyn it's going to be okay." "I almost lost her Cam, she almost died because of me."  "Don't blame yourself Lyn, you got her here in time. Tori's safe and in good condition." He hugged me tighter and placed a small kiss on my forehead. "Cameron thank you so much for being here." "I'm always going to be here for you and the twins." I looked up at him, noticing the tears rolling down his cheeks. "Cam I-I love you." He smiled leaned down to kiss me softly. I smiled into the kiss and so did he. "Lyn I love you," he looked me in the eyes "Do you know how long I've been waiting to hear those words from you?" I shook my head "My whole life I've been waiting for the perfect girl, and when I met you I knew I loved you." I smiled and pulled him towards Tori's room. "Do you guys love your mum's boy toy more than me?" Zayn asked we stayed quiet. It was silent, "You mean Camy?" Tori asked "Yeah whatever his name is." "Yes, Camewen's my daddy." Zay replied, I was in shock that's the first time I had ever heard him say that.  "No I'm your dad Zaiden" "Cam is." Zay said sternly. "What about you Tori?" She looked down "I dunno." I walked over to them with Cam behind me. "You don't have to answer that Tori. Zayn I think you've done enough damage for a day." "What do you mean I've done enough damage? You're the one who's brainwashed my kids!" "Our kids, if you want to call them yours say ours. You don't even know anything about them!" "Tori has panic attacks I know that." "And look to what extent we had to come to just for you to find out!" "Are you blaming this on me?!" Zayn was pissed but I don't care anymore. "Daddy?" Zayn looked at Tori "Yes hunny?" Tori shook her head and looked at Cameron. Zayn looked even more pissed. "He isn't your dad." "Cam?" "Yes monkey." "Can you come hewe?" He let go of my hand and walked over to her. "You let her call him daddy? You lied to her?" "No Zayn she chose to call him that. She's around him a lot, maybe she got the thought from that." "I'm still staying until visiting hours are over." I shrugged as he sat down on a chair in the corner of the room. I watched as Zay, Tori, and Cam played and talked. I walked over to them, put my arms over Cam's chest as I stood behind him. I placed a kiss on the corner of his lips. "You guys hungry?" Zay nodded. "I have to wait til  da nuse gets back." Tori had to eat what they gave her, and she hadn't complained. "Do you want me to go get food?" Cam asked "I'll go. I have to see Alex and everyone else." "Can I go wid you mommy?" Zay asked tugging at my arm. "Yes, Zayn do you want anything?" "Just a coffee." "Do you still drink it the same?" He smirked,"Yes, glad you remember." "Want anything Cam?" "Yeah, just whatever you're getting." "Want an Orange slush?" He smiled "You already know." "Please don't fight with him anymore." I whispered in his ear. Cam looked over at Zayn and back to the already sleeping Tori "Don't worry." Zay and I walked out of the room into the elevator and down to the cafeteria. "Mommy when's Towi going home with us?" "In a few days." He sighed, we grabbed the food and the drinks and headed to the waiting room. "Alex?" "Lyn! How is she?" He said after giving me and Zay a hug."She's good she'll have to stay just to make sure that it wasn't anything major." "Are you okay though?" "Good as I can be." "Don't beat yourself up because of this." "I'm trying, you can come see her." "Who's she with?" "Cameron and Zayn." "They aren't fighting?" "They were but I hope they aren't right now, that's the last thing she needs." "You want me to take Zay home tonight?" "He can stay, can you just bring us clothes for tomorrow and maybe his dinosaur?" "Of course." We headed back to Tori's room, Alex went to tell the rest of the band. We walked in the room to see Tori still asleep as well as her father and Cam. We had been gone for an hour. Zay put the things he was carrying on the little table and sat on Cam. I placed the things in my hands down. I put the slushie cup on Cam's arm. He woke up smiling, "You're evil." He chuckled

" This room makes me feel better about hospitals." He said while drinking his drink. "Because it's fancy and big?" "No because it doesn't look like a hospital room." I nodded, Zay was sleeping on my lap and Zayn was on his phone. "You're not going to speak for the rest of the day then?" Zayn looked up,"I'm only here for my daughter." "What about Zay?" "He has your boy toy." I starred in disbelief of what he said. "At least Cam loves him." "Cute." I placed Zay down on the couch and walked over to Cam. He pulled me on his lap. "Don't let him bother you." I leaned back on his chest, "But he does. Can't believe I dated the jerk." "You fucked me too Babe remember that?" He said with a smirk