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AOT Captain Levi

I wanted to add this song, it's super good and I wanted to give the reader some background but it kinda just lead to them being depressed. There is no warning it is just a little sad at times but please still enjoy!
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I didn't want to wake up today. I didn't want to wake up tomorrow. When You open your eyes you are greeted by the past flooding into your brain. Wall Maria taking away your parents. Watching the giant beast munch on their disfigured bodies a single foot falling from its mouth like a crumb you would have been munched too if that soldier didn't pick you up and run. The remaining people who made it out alive becoming hostile and beating you for your food and leaving you with nothing. You don't remember crying during these times even though you had no one, no one will care, no one to be there for you, the realization of being truly alone. You learned not to cry, you learned you have to do things to survive and that's ok, you learned not to give up. You wanted freedom from this godawful cattle pen. You weren't going to die here like a cow ready to become a hamburger. You went through military training. Sitting in the back of the class, your hand to hand combat was as good as Annie's but you weren't as stand out, your 3D maneuver gear skills were as good as Connie's or Mikasa's but no one saw you, you were a valued soldier to Cheif Sadies but not to your peers which was fine with you. The main trio never bothered with you and the only person to talk to you was Jean who tried to make passes at you like he does to every girl, but you had a thing for his friend Marco. Marco would talk to you when no one around, he was so easy to talk to. For months you slowly but surly showed eachother your insecurities, your flaws, he was there for you. He was perfect. He made you feel loved and you quickly grew a crush on him. He gave you hope. He left you. After graduation and the dust cleared after the battle , there he was. His face solemn and pale, at least what was left of it. Half of his body from his head to his torso had been bitten off. You dropped to your knees and just stared at his mangled body. Your job was to cremate them to prevent a plaque from starting. Jean came to the scene when he saw you two were both not back to see Marcos body on fire and you staring at the ground.

The last of the blaring alarm pulls you out of your thoughts. You groan, you're late for training and there's no time for a quick breakfast. You rush through the halls and get to the training area. The coast is seemingly clear and you blend your way in, about to begin. "Cadet (Y/L/N), how are you going to react when you are outside the walls and you show up late, you who squadron is dead?" You can feel the venom dripping from his words. You turn around quickly showing respect, " solemnly sir". He does his signature "tch" and walks to another area of the training room. "Wow , he didn't even give you a punishment, He must like you!" Captain Hangi says ,suddenly next you. This causes a scene, whispers could be heard. "Who's she? What's her name? I think her name is (Y/N) Is she dating the captain?" biting your bottom lip and rolling your eyes. Before you even know what you're saying " Bickering with him this early in the morning is punishment enough." What the hell did I just do.  My eyes are wide, I never talk to about someone like that. Why did I speak like that about him. "Cadet (Y/L/N)." Oh shit I'm screwed. You didn't say anything, didn't turn around. "Cadet (Y/L/N), report to my office immediately after training!" Shit he's pissed.  Training took almost half of the day so it was mid-sunset by the time you got to Levi's office. Three knocks, " State your name and business."
" It's (Y/L/N)  and you requested me after training."
" Yes come in."
You come in to see Levi at his desk ,a candle to the left side of it and a small chair facing the desk. " sit". Doing as he says the candle slowly gaining your attention.
"Did you think that back talking your superior would...."
"No sir."
The candle fire entrances you luring you in. You can't help but to remember Marco and how you couldn't even confess to him. How these feelings have been one sided recently for the man standing directly in front of you.
" Do you think cleaning every single one of the girls dorms is punishment enough?"
The small flame dancing atop the candle taking your full attention. You unconsciously stutter "Yes sir"
Levi's brows furrow and stares at you.
"Are you even listening , Ya brat!"
Too absorbed in the flames to register. "No sir."
He comes over hand on either shoulder and shakes you. You flinch rushing backwards against a wall. " Don't Fucking Touch Me!"
His eyes widen for just a second but you didn't notice you were too busy looking down. Levi reaches for your hand not understanding what he's doing. Holding hands for mere seconds before you aggressively yank it from his hold. " I-I- I'm sorry Levi." With that, rushing out the room in a scramble, leaving a shocked and confused Levi alone in his office.

The Next Day~
Levi's POV
There she was sitting alone again. So many things didn't make sense. Why she react like that? Why did I grab her hand? I hate that feeling....I had it when she screamed at me. I hated that feeling I had when I look into her terrified eyes. I want to make her feel better...holy shit what does this mean? " You're staring at her shorty."
"F off ya shitty glasses ."
Hangi's smile was as big as a titans and her face was so red she looked like a tomato. "SHIP IT! SHIP IT!SH-" my hand muffled the rest up her statement. "Shut up." My face is the same as it always is.
"I'm just tired of seeing that brats lonely face, sit with her so I don't feel so disgusted." With a wide smile "Oh Levi, You're such a tsundere ." She said before running for (Y/N). (Y/N) looked completely uninterested in what Titan woman was saying. I was looking at her trying to guess what they were talking about. Hangi covers her mouth whispering into her ear, suddenly she stares back at me. I quickly advert my eyes. Done with feeing this way, I stand abruptly causing the poor girl to be terrified, I left the dining Haul.

Your POV

Hangi didn't tell me much she just kept looking Levi grinning. I can't focus on Hangi, the guilt is eating me alive. I need to apologize to him. I need to look over this sad crush and apologize to him. "Um..Hangi I think." Before I could finish my sentence a chair pulled out cussing a loud noise. I look up to see Levi his hair casts over but we look into each others eyes before he rushes out of the dining haul.
"Hangi I'm going to go to training early , it was nice talking to you."
"You're going to check on Levi , it's ok (Y/N) ."
That woman is crazy but it's true. I run to Levi's room and knock.
"State your name and business."
"It's um..It's (Y/N)."
"Come in."
He sounded more stressed than usual. I walk in and sit on the small chair. The candle wasn't on the desk anymore.
"I got rid of it."
My head hanged a low and I could feel my heart beat ever so loudly.
"Cadet...(Y/N) what I'm going to say may hurt you, but I can't keep living like I don't feel anything. I like you."
My eyes widen and I fall to the floor. He comes over to me trying to pick me up. Tears start in my eyes. I haven't cried in so long it hurts.
"I like you too Levi."
He hugs me closer to him. My tears staining his white shirt. He pets my head as I start sobbing.
"I'm scared Levi, I'm so scared,*sob*. I can't loose another person, I can't lose you."
"Im scared too (Y/N)."
I stare up into his eyes. The great Levi, Humanities strongest is scared.
"We are both damaged it's how we live our lives, fixing ourselves is what truly matters in the end."
"Levi I think I love you."
"(Y/N) I know I love you"
That night you cried out the pain of the years of emotional torture and Levi stood there for you through it all.

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