CHAPTER 1: Flashback

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FLASHBACK**


Pagkarating na pagkarating ko at nang makita ko siya ay agad akong tumakbo at niyakap siya ng patalikod.

Humarap siya sa akin. A worried frown crossed his face and he looks pale, kaagad kong inisip kung may nagawa ba ako na magiging dahilan kung bakit ganiyan ang mga titig niya.

"We need to talk." He said with a cold voice.

"What do you mean?"

"Something has came up. Please listen..."

"What?... What's wrong? Is it bad?"
I asked out of frustration.

"I don't want to hurt you and I'm not sure if I should say it."

"Well, you already brought it up! So, just tell me please. Huwag mo ng patagalin!"
pasigaw na sabi ko sa kaniya.

"I-I'm b-breaking up with you." He said while stuttering.

"Ano bang sinasabi mo?!"

"Hindi na ako masaya sa relasyong ito, itigil na natin."

"Bakit?" tanong ko habang nangingilid na ang mga luha ko. Nag-aamba na ang mga itong kumawala.

"I don't love you anymore."
He uttered at tsaka tinalikuran ako.

Nang sinabi niya iyon, wala akong naisagot, hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko. Basta isa lang ang pumapasok sa isip ko, 'Why do I need to feel like this?', napaluhod ako, tuluyan ko ng naramdaman ang mga maiinit na likido sa aking mukha habang nanlalabo ang mga paningin ko na sumasabay sa paglayo niya.

** End of flashback.
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Once upon a time, I was in love. His name was Tyler. He was smart and kind and made my heart beat rapidly whenever I saw him. But then he broke my heart with no reason at all. Is it acceptable, katanggap-tanggap bang iwan ka ng walang rason at sasabihin ang mga salitang "Hindi na kita mahal."?

Nakakagalit diba?

Yung tipong palagi ko na lang naalala yung mga memories that we both shared with each other? His promises that weren't supposed to end up like this but did? Those effort that make my heart melt? Hey, stop reminiscing ! It will never come back.

"Hindi na maibabalik pa ang lahat."

Kahit ilang beses ko pang sambitin ang mga katagang ito, "I've missed everything, I've missed your looks, I've missed how I used to feel when I was with you, I've missed the way you used to say my name, I've missed the way we laughed, I've missed the way we looked at each other, I've missed the way you used to make a cloudy day into a sunny day just by being there, I've missed the way I wanted to get to school every morning just to see your smile, I've missed the way I fell asleep every night thinking of you, I've missed the way I feel about you. I've missed you. I've missed our love.", kahit ilang beses mo pa siyang ma-miss, hindi naman niya maririnig, dahil wala na talagang Tyler ang babalik.


Ako nga pala si Tracie, I've been inlove and also been hurt.




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