*Emma's Pov*
We were going to star gaze up the mountain. I was tired and when we took a break I was refreshing and drinking water and stuff. But most of the time George is the person who kept coming to my mind. I don't know what to do now.. I kissed him.. Do I regret it? He's my first kiss, I know that.. I feel it's too early like who kisses a person they just met..? It's like the movie Frozen but at least I'm not marring him?! That's crazy! But I'm some parts it's like Elsa the queen has the same name as her and me going crazy with this guy!
On our way up I kept distance from him. I didn't talk to him. I was only talking to Elsa as she felt quiet lonely between the thing of her and Austin. I really do feel sorry for her.. Some people really want to experience true love but will everyone get that..
I have to keep my mind off him and love!
We head up the mountain and we finally reach there. Everyone was looking up and staring at the stars and just enjoying the view it was amazing!! Literally! It's the first time I'm seeing the whole Milky Way! If looks so awesome!
Meg and Nicolas were already paired up and started with their affection. George and Austin were sitting and talking something, which unfortunately I couldn't hear. Elsa and I were just simply staring at the beautiful sky.
As I was staring at the sky I saw George coming in Elsa's and my direction. He finally reaches.
"Hey Emma, can I have a private talk with you?" That's the first thing he asked me when he came. I looked at Elsa and gave her a 'should I go' look she just gave a small smile.
George took me somewhere a bit away from the group. I got a bit scared on what was he going to do! But he wouldn't do things like that so I was okay..
"So.. Um.. I was hoping we could talk about that thing we had.. You know.." Man he's so nervous. I don't think he has ever spoke to a girl about these things. Well he did say that I was the first girl he kissed. "Yeah I was also hoping I could talk about that." Oh god even I'm nervous I can feel my legs shaking!
"I'm sorry" he told that to me and I just had a 'question mark face'.. "I dint think you really liked it.." Did he like read my min for something. "What do you mean?" I told that just that I didn't want him to feel guilty. "I can see it in your face that you regret it and your really nervous talking to me, your legs are shaking too much" I look down at my legs and notice that. "Well I didn't regret all of it.. I just felt it was a bit too fast.. To you know.. Kiss a person you just met.." This was a bit awkward for me, he read my mind and I feel really sorry for him.
"Yea, I know. It's all my fault" he said to me and I feel sorry. "It's not your fault, your the only person who came up to me and told me that you like me.. I never taught I could feel this way.. But I did.. It was an amazing feeling.. But the thing is that I just feel like we took things fast.." I said to him and he smiled at me telling that things were fine. "Well then can we be friends?" He asked me. "We can!" I said to him with a sweet smile. "Can I get a hug?" He asked me, and I gave him a big bear hug.
We were friends thank god we didn't take things fast!! I wanted my first love to be perfect and I hope it can be.. But there is nothing none as perfect... Will it okay?
We headed back to the group and I can see that Austin and Elsa have also started talking but I can see the uncomfortable things in her. She's defiantly giving a fake smile. I go up to her and Austin and that fake smile of her disappears and she give me a small sweet smile and I do the same in return.
Austin got up and went to George and they started with their conversation but before that George just gave me a small smirk.
I went up and sat beside Elsa. "How'd it go?" She asked me referring to the talk I had with George. "It didn't go that good.. He understood that I kinda regretted the kiss and he told that we can be friend but I felt sorry cause he liked me and I didn't that much... I felt it was a bit too fast..." I tell to Elsa hoping that she would understand. "Just do what your heart says but take your brain with you." That's the advice my best friend gave me and I have to take it cause we both don't know how to solve our own problem but we can sort our each others.
"Thanks" I said to her with a smile. She gave a smile back in return. "So.. Um.. How'd it go with Austin?" I ask her and I immediately saw that her mood went a bit off. "Hey, you okay?" I ask her, hoping things would be fine. "No. He kept on talking about how his girlfriend and him love each other. He was telling all the cute stuff the talk and he showed the messages, I didn't know what to do so I just gave a fake smile.. I don't think I'll ever experience love" she said to me and I saw tears in her eyes, she was about to cry. I just pulled her up for a long hug and told "everything will be fine. You'll find your Prince Charming soon don't worry, I think he's stuck in the wrong balcony." She just giggles in my words.
That's how we talked and and after few minutes we came back to the cabin and all of us just dossed off. I just hope tomorrow won't be as bad as today..
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