those pages ( sequel to texting Harry Styles)

Goodbyes (Edited)

24...... 

24 hours until I'm let out, I have grown to like this place over the past year that I have been here, I am ready to leave but I don't think I'm quite ready to face reality. 

Harry had visited every month, the 6th month he came and he asked if I would be his girlfriend I obviously said yes. since I have been in rehab One direction have taken a break, that really upset me when my Counselor came and told me, I had one of the worst panic attacks I have ever had, I was scared I was never going to see Niall, Louis, and Liam again but my mood changed that afternoon when Niall and Louis came to visit me together, telling me they would always be my friends even if we weren't with each other as often as we used to be. 

 I tossed and turned in my bed, struggling to keep my eyes closed as the butterflies in my stomach went frenzy every time my eyelids felt heavy. When I first came here they took my phone away from me, I always wondered what people were saying about me, I had asked Harry everything her came to visit but he would just brush it off, I'll be excited to get my phone back but it's been quite nice to not have a phone for a year, even though I've been stuck in this place it's showed me the real meaning of life although I will be stuck on my phone when I get it because it's like my best friend and we need to catch up on a lot of things.

 Speaking of best friends, Kendal cams to visit me to say she's going to uni, I was so happy for her but also worried, she is my best friend and I don't know what I am meant to do without her.

 As I lay silent in my bed, all these thoughts surrounding my head, my eyelids were too heavy to keep open so I drifted off into a deep sleep. 

 A loud noise at my door jolted me away, I clutch my heart, easing the uneasy heart rate as I try and examine what's ay the door, I hear numbers being punched into the pin pad and my door unlocked, I started to become worried, pulling my bed sheets over my head, not wanting the stranger breaking into my room.

 I hear a chuckle as the door clicks closed behind me, I recognize that chuckle, I slowly lower the bedsheets I had protecting me to see my counselor, smiling at me, I look down at his hands and see a cake with 1 candle on it, a smile brakes onto my face.

 " Happy leaving anniversary," he says, bringing the cake right up to my face. " make a wish Shannon" and with that, I close my eyes and make my wish whilst blowing out the candle.

 " so..... what did you wish for ?" My counselor (Tim) says I laugh at his attempt .

 " I can't tell you! It's a secret" I say, leaning back down on my bed. 

 Tim laughs, putting the cake on my bedside table, he then comes and sits on the end of my bed, looking at me,

 " I have another surprise for you, close your eyes" Tim smiles, I laugh and close my eyes, feeling something cold being placed on my hands, 

 " okay open" I open my eyes and look down to see my phone, my smile grows wider,

 " It's all charged up and ready to go," Tim says, smiling at me, getting up from my bed and heading towards the door, we both freeze when we hear a knock on it, Tim looks at me, I shrug at him telling him I wasn't expecting anyone. 

 Tim puts in the pin and the door opens, he looks at the person at the door then smiles, " I guess there's another surprise" as Tim says that he moves to the side, Harry emerges from the door, stepping inside the room, a giant dimpled smile spreading across his face as he sees me,

 " You ready to go home baby? ".

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Here's the first chapter. Of the second book !!!