The Confusion|LisKook FF

Chapter 3

We went on many different rides and on the scary ones , Lisa would grab onto my hand tightly and scream. On one of the rides, when there was a huge drop lisa leaned onto my chest and hugged me tightly, I must say I'm definitely falling for her but how do I convince her that I'm different from her ex and that I'm not here to hurt her like how I hurt the other girls?

Lisa's point of view

"AHHH!!" i screamed as i hugged tightly onto jungkook. At that point of time, i was so afraid that my mind couldn't even function well. I could hear his heart beating and his heavy breathing. It almost felt as if i was in a relationship again. It was quite pleasant of a feeling to be honest. I felt like feelings from me are starting to develop for him but i didn't want to fall for him too quickly and get hurt again. Starting from then onwards, we started to become best friends and i was convinced that he wasn't gonna hurt me like my ex taehyung did as he was such a nice guy and whenever i felt sad, he would lend me his listening ear and always be there for me, which was something that i couldn't get out of taehyung.  I could definitely tell that jungkook had feelings for me too. He also stopped becoming a playboy ever since he started to hang out with me and he took our "relationship" seriously.

jungkook's point of view

JK : taehyung ! im here!

TH : okay ,make yourself at home!

JK : hyung, I - I found the one.

TH : dude you legit say that whenever you meet a girl you're interested in.

JK : aniii!!! i really mean it this time, ever since I've met her ive turn over a new leaf and stopped fooling around with other girls.

TH: what the fuck. I mean you're one hard to tame, who's this girl?

JK: I don't think you've heard of her, she's not one of those popular girls out there and not those nerds , she's Lisa.

taehyung's point of view

H-A-H-A. Lisa I see... JUNGKOOK FELL FOR LISA?

TH : ooo, so how did ya'll meet?

JK : we met through a class project and she have been coming to my house for it. She just brought me out to an amusement park , i felt like I was in heaven...

TH : oh umm i see... so what do you mean by she helped you turn over a new leaf?

JK : she told me about her ex that broke her heart and lost interest in her while i confided in her about my family matters and told her why i was a playboy and she really helped me overcome this sadness , therefore i stopped being a playboy.

CRAP! my best friend just fell for my ex! after how deeply I've hurt her, how am i ever gonna tell jungkook?! I took a deep breath, and said in the most serious manner :" jungkook ah, i really didn't want to tell you this but.. lisa is my ex and i feel really bad for hurting her that much, but i really didn't want to continue in a relationship that no longer has love in it" i regretted saying that just after i ended my sentence.

JK : ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ?? what am i supposed to do right now?

TH : i'm sorry for breaking her heart but there's absolutely no point being in a relationship that has love coming from only one person.

JK: YOU BROKE HER HEART. YOU FELL FOR ANOTHER GIRL. THESE ARE JUST EXCUSES.

TH: I already said I'm sorry, and you got to admit my statement is a fact , okay.

JK: whatever, but now how am I going to tell Lisa about this? what if she say I'll be the same as you and regret being friends with me?

TH: why not you stay over at my place for a few days and until you're ready to tell Lisa?

JK: fine.

lisa's point of view

"Please leave a voicemail after the tone" "Jungkook!! where have you been? i've been trying to contact you for the past few days but i can't reach you i am on my way to your house."

after making my way to his house, he wasn't even there! i started to get worried and nearly called the police as he hadn't even been to school! how can he do this to me? Having fun with me one second and leaving me in blank space the next!  but... why am I even bothered by this? I can't let him affect my life , anyways he's just a guy i met in a project . I'll just finish the project by myself if he isn't going to appear in my life...

jungkooks point of view

UGHHH I can't do this to lisa I leave her with the project all alone and I take the credits, "I haven't been in school for almost a week ,she's definitely going to be worried" I was worried yet I didn't want to contact her or let her know where I am. JEON JUNGKOOK are u dumb or what why would she be even worried about you?YOUR LIFE IS A MESS DONT DRAG HER DOWN!

May-maybe I should just tell her about this , I mean we should just talk it out , plus it's not my fault taehyung broke up with her , it's his lost anyways ... he lost a girl defined as perfection.