Be Alright ➙ Jason McCann

Part 17

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Jason p.o.v.

I slowly rock y/n in my arms while singing this song, calming her down surprisingly a lot.

As i sing the song to her, my mind flashes back to the moment when i wrote this meaningful song.

*Flashback*

"Just get the fuck out!" I scream at the old man who I once called my boss, but the smirk on his face only grew.

"And why would i leave? I just got here." He smirks as he lights up a gross ass cigar, siting down on my couch and puts his dirty boots on the coffee table.

"Can't you see it Jason? I just want you back to work for me, those were the good old days. Don't you remember?" He says, blowing out the smoke making me chuckle sarcastic.

"Of course i remember! All you did was fuck me over man! I don't wanna go back working for you!" I yell at him making him angrily stand up, throwing his cigar on the ground. He jogs towards me and shoves his fist roughly against my nose, taking me by surprise.

I hold my nose as i stumble back, trying to keep standing but fail as i feel another punch, hitting me in my stomach making me bang against the wall behind me and i fall on the ground with a loud thud.

The rest that happened was such a blur for me, besides the fact that blood was dripping down my face and his evil laugh followed by the words; "Nothing will ever be alright for you McCann! Never!"

And thats when everything went black.

*End of flashback*

I really tried to motivate myself with the song. Blocking out the mean words the old man said to me and trying to focus on the fact that, even for me, everything is gonna be alright.

Bcause i know it will.

It always will.

At the time I wrote it for myself it felt like i was also writing it for someone else besides me and now im sure it was for y/n, it makes lots of sense. She been through lots of shit as well, just like me.

I really feel like y/n is starting to trust me more and more. Cause right now she's finding comfort in my arms, which is definitely proof that she does. Only thinking about that gives me a smile on my face.

"Everything is gonna be alright." I song softly, finishing the song as i keep her in my arms for another minute, her breath becoming steady again when she stops crying and shaking.

"Lets get ready for the meeting now okay? The guys will be here soon." I say soft as i pull away from the hug but keep a hold on her arms, making her look at me and she nods, wiping away some tears away while slightly smiling.

"Thank you." She says soft as she locks her eyes with mine, smiling a little wider.

"Its my pleasure." I say honesty and wipe another tear from her face, making her look down as she blushes.